Okay, let's get into this. Before you inhabited this body you were pure spirit, partially individualized through light body experience into units of light. Your individualized soul experience is what gives you your unique perspective. There are aspects of yourself that are not individualized. An aspect of your individualized spirit (soul) entered a body and that aspect of yourself is having this reality experience. When you entered your human body you entered into bodies that are programmed. The programming is held in our DNA. Okay, DNA, genetics. Parents, grandparents, proclivities, disease plug ins, beliefs, how we pump blood, brains, hearts, blood, the way the bodies work, it is all there. All the ancestors. Well this begs the question, "Who are our ancestors. Well, hmm, how to say this? We have been genetically engineered for thousands, perhaps millions of years. Our gene pool has it all from animal to alien. Unevolved to highly evolved (depending on how we define evolved). When we our soul enters the body it is like being in a tunnel with all this programming flashing around us and we begin the alchemical process of joining two spirals, our soul and our body. This is the mission of our first 21 years of life.
When the spirit enters the body and we breath our light consciousness into the body and become enlivened. The way our system is set up, we absorb the consciousness of our surroundings for the first 7 years, the next 7 we become consciously aware of ourselves and on some levels establish our persona. The next 7 we are supposed to become actualized in our bodies by activating flow Kudalini in our bodies becoming fully consciously embodied on all dimensional levels. There is a lot more too this. I am just being general here. Unfortunately or fortunately, we are here during the time of the shift from duality to unity and as a result the programming for the bodies which we are coming into are programmed to duality, the slave paradigm. So we have a tremendous amount of work to do to get our bodies and emotional bodies into shape for the shift and my generation, at least, did this blindly. Oh yeah the Age of Aquarius and all that. Who knew how this process was going to go when we started.
So we are young and in these bodies and we are seeing through lens of the DNA programming that we came into. Our parents believe that the programming is who they are and they don't know they can change the programming and don't have any tools to transform. So if their parents believed they were not good enough they would and then we would project that energy out and draw experience to reinforce that belief and then to protect themselves, hide it by becoming aggressive, making rules and dogma, judging, you name it. Our DNA program is what we project, as identity, out into the world and it is the magnet which draws our experience to us. When we move into our center and begin to radiate our intentional, focused choice from that place our world changes and the people around us change or we choose different people. No question that we have to let people go who can't evolve or move to a new place with us or at least we move into a different sort of relationship. Most people on the planet at this time simply have no clue of what is happening or who they really are and they are stuck in their Stuff quite literally. The only solutions available are the outside themselves kind. So they go about life in an unfulfilled way making more money, judging others, drinking, drugs, going to college, whatever supports their idea of what will make them better or make their pain go away. Mostly it is an outside themselves journey. No one can see them. They can't see themselves. They project their fear onto everyone and find camaraderie and approval with others who hold the same fears and who handle it in the same way they do. When you begin to break out and follow your own inner guide and don't follow their rules or hold their values it makes them so uncomfortable that they feel defensive. It comes out as anger, guilt, shame or shaming, fear, protectiveness, ridicule, being demeaning, unkind, they may call you crazy and they project this onto you because otherwise they have to reconsider the foundation of who they are. They can't consider taking responsibility for their own thoughts and feelings and see that they are emanating from themselves. And lets face it folks we don't look logical to others. Frankly we have the same patterning to overcome so they reflect our programming to us and if we decide to walk away the reflection will still be there on our path until we find peace with our programming. No matter where you go, there you are. I used my reprogramming tools for many years and I am free to a much larger degree now.
I think it is hardest for our family members to accept us because they have to go all the way into their programming to be able to see through their lens to what is actually real. I have found peace with my family and I don't choose them, not because they aren't fantastic, but because the I in this now doesn't exist within their current perceptual sphere are or they are not expressing it to me. There is no place to connect. When Christ said you are not my family anymore I understand what he was saying he had transcended the family pattern. Anyway, at this point it is a distraction with no purpose for me. I am no longer there and they are not here, with me. I am always willing to work through things with people but I can't regurgitate my whole experience to them and they wouldn't be interested. One of my family members told me he wanted to connect with and I agreed and then he simply stopped contacting and responding to my contact. It is okay. I still love him and he may love me and not know how to reach me. The love is still there. Another person was so jealous of me that in her limited awareness she appeared to be trying to mimic me through plastic surgery, clothing choices and exploring a more metaphysical side on a cursory level, something that she steadfastly had ridiculed in me. Additionally, she blamed me for things in her life, spoke badly about me to everyone who would listen and made up stories about me even though she really hadn't seen me in over 10 years or stood foot in my home for over 20. Knowing nothing at all of who I am and armed only with envy. Since I was no longer there to speak for myself she befriended people I had known and men who I had relationships with and spread her poisen. It was so odd to witness. I am not saying any of this to disparage anyone but my awareness of what was going on threatened her beliefs and she may have even have believed her projections. It doesn't matter. What does matter is that this is programming, magnetics and experience. None of this reflects who she really is. As it was my pattern to keep my mouth shut for fear of abuse, I didn't say a word. Since I am no longer stifled and I have no attraction to self abuse I simple don't engage anymore. This is my perceptual experience based on my programming and I don't have attachment to being right about any of this or it even being real. Our journey out of the matrix is our personal journey with our own built in programs. So anyone who walks the path with us for any length of time is helping us to raise our awareness. And I had to stop putting up with things that were holding me back. I had to move on. It was my path out and we all have to make the journey and I completely respect her journey and perception. No one can do it for us and each journey is perfect for each person. There is no better than in this at all.
I honor these people for who they are and our common journey and I, better than anyone, understand their patterning, but I can't walk their path for them. Why mention it at all. Because it is DNA and if you want to change the program you have to face your monster to move on. That means you don't accept the projections and you don't project. Perfect Peace. By the way I was involved. It was in my DNA also. So I had had to own my stuff as well. These people did nothing wrong at all. They simply were not aware of the bigger picture. These things were likely patterns which were chosen before the age of 7 when we were mimicking our environment. If you are a child and there is chaos around and your parent leaves for a long period of time (as happened in my family when I was 4) you look to the next person. I believe the mimicking was a result of that dynamic. Nothing wrong, it is very natural behavior and how many of us remember the events that locked these things into our programming. As for me, Bless them, they taught me not to engage in other peoples stories, not to make myself smaller and not to buy into bullshit. I am who I am today because of my relationships with them! What a blessing! I mean it! Also when someone pushes you against the wall enough times you stop being a victim and start speaking. Woo Hoo! I would have never gotten free without these people, every person who I have ever had issues with helped me through the looking glass. REALLY who else would go to such lengths for me! The perfect fit. I can still feel their anger and projections but I am not there, I am here and I am ME. I wanted to share what I learned but there patterns prevented them from hearing me so I had to move on. This is life with unconscious people but it does not have to be that way. When really get it. It can be fun to let go.
This is my personal journey through the looking glass and I am putting it out there. We all need a voice. For better or worse I believe in expressing myself and I am not being lost in the sounds of silence that I grew up with. I am here and I am speaking. I claim no absolute truth, only my version of it and the freedom I feel in speaking for myself and no one else.
Soooo, when we get to the point where there is no emotional energy in our exchanges with family members we have arrived. We have achieved a great deal of mastery and let go of most things that held us in duality and we are likely ready to master creation, thought and the next level of reality. I love people who are at this place because I can really relate to them. These people are true individuals whose viewpoints are genuine and provoke inner awareness and greater understanding of ourselves because they went the mile deep into themselves and came through the eye of the needle. How I love this kind of interaction. It is Original. Beautiful!
Essentially all I have talked about here is our programming. Now we don't necessarily want to get rid of the alien DNA or the animal DNA or even all of cultural and parental DNA because it may have qualities that we need to achieve our goals. So don't throw the baby out with the bathwater. What is needed to remove the layers beliefs and feelings (programming) that don't serve us. I listed some basics in previous chapters and gave a creation and prayer formula to assist you in knowing what won't make it through the eye of the needle and what to do to recreate your world. There are plenty of deprogramming and awareness techniques out there to assist in the process and I personally teach my own version of this and do sessions. The I Ching (I recommend Hanna Moog and Carol Anthonys' version as it is updated for this type of work) is good for identifying thought imbalance and breathwork that is in the belly is great for emotional release. Time in nature to rebalance and restore. The Four Agreements is a simple starter. Learn to hear your own heart again. Deprogram thoughts and beliefs that are not assisting in your ascension. It is a lot at first and it gets easier as you go on. Pay attention. Meditators watch thought until they reach a kind of zero point which allows them to access and expand the spectrum of available information. It is impossible to be in a body without programming until you yourself become a transcendent being. Even then, if you are in a body you are in a program, it is just your own programming. As we move through duality and observe reality without story or attachment, just as an observer, we realize more and more of who we are. When all of your nadis and chakras are fully open and your kundalini flows you awake in the dream. The more you master your reality the more access to information you have. You embody that information. We can intentionally transcend our programming but we have to put in the effort to get to what is real. We are accessing, most of us 3 percent of our reality. Lets get with it. Lets evolve. It is a choice. Follow your heart. Follow your Bliss. Unwind.
We can do a lot more with ourselves than we have been told. We can get into the motherboard and reprogram our bodies and have the experiences, the life, health, wealth, happiness, health, whatever we desire once we master ourselves and begin running our kundalini. When are able to run our kundalini we merge heaven and earth (soul and body) with proper awareness and attention and self mastery life is good. Kundalini suggests fully operational DNA so lets get our head out of ass and into the vagina and get this stuff moving. Bliss, the heart connection is the key that unlocks this door. Do this with yourself. Get your kundalini running and be intentional. Bliss out on life and you will be amazed at the results. I will likely be adding more on this aspect soon.
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