Freedom

              What I want, what we all want is FREEDOM!  What does it feel like to be free?  What does it feel like to not be hindered by lack of something, not to be infringed on, disrespected, not to be with people who have their hand out, to give freely, no taxes, no obstacles.  What does it feel like?  Pretty much nothing if you haven't experienced the lack of it.  Maybe you feel like George W or Donald Trump, no accountability.  Well, fortunately, we ain't no George W.  We have lived the contrast of life and we have a concept and a clue about what it is like for people who have not had a taste of freedom.  We get it.  We may not choose it.   But we get it.  In fact we probably even understand George and Donald and we dis' that whole system and choose another, a Bernie system, if you will indulge me for a moment.  Dude, if you want to be free it is not going to happen in duality.  Period.  Impossible (in the french pronunciation).  Impossible....  Anyway, aren't you just sick of duality.  I am.

          So we know we are not the flying Eagle and who would want to be an Eagle anyway.  There is no place for them to live and thrive.  Sound familiar.  We are all like homeless eagles aren't we.  No place to be me.  A little tolerance and adaptation is good but we all need a place we can call home.  A place where we are totally free.  Does this place exist?

          So we have forgiven, we have accepted, we have generated positive energy, dreamed a new dream, did the creation stuff, trusted, had faith and we are not even engaging in the past, we walked away from the drama and the dead, what is next?

          Well, fortunately or unfortunately, this is a paradigm shift and it involves everyone, for the highest and best good of everyone.  This is very inconvenient and irritating to those of us who have be waiting, .... FOREVER.  I gotta say this sounds like so much shit to me.  I mean I am all for everyone getting out but where is this coming from.  I don't believe this.  Something in the subconscious perhaps to get us from breaking through to the other side?  Honestly, I have to let all these beliefs, all of them (forgive) and get through this.  That is a belief that I had in duality matrix.  Here is the truth, until I love honor and support myself, I can't support anyone else.  Don't make this harder than it needs to be.  You are not better than anyone else and everyone gets to navigate their lives for themselves.  I am all for helping but empathy is a double edged sword.  It cuts away and it cuts in.  Anyway, making a sovereign shift helps everyone because it affects the collective and increases the chances of others becoming sovereign or at least understanding self'responsibility.  Don't muddy the waters with everyone elses consciousness.  I am not saying that there is something wrong with being of service, I am saying that the most important thing is getting yourself free and there are a lot of little hooks in the service belief system.  When you transfigure and you have all the information then evaluate from that place of a wider picture.  I personally, want to wander off to dolphin and whale heaven and hang out in heavenly bliss for the rest of my life and honestly I do want others to be happy in their ways, but I have no clue what, well just tiny clue, what is on the other side of this system.  What we are really doing is opening to merging with our multi dimensional aspects who do not live in the duality program.  The duality program is a program that we bring life to.  So please understand that I am feeling my way out of the program like everyone else.  So lets say when we unplug and we haven't plugged into anything else it feel weird.  I personally like to know what is happening when things are not moving.  It is my way of navigating my way out of the labyrinth.

          A popular New Age projection to justify judgement I hear often is, "Are you in Service to Self or Service to Others?".  Well sorry folks but that is duality and again since we are all one, everything is there.  When you are on the other side of the program then decide what you will do based on true free will.  Quite literally, getting free from requires that it is all about you.  You take complete responsibility for everything in your world and move into Creation.  There is a kind of consciousness wall on the way out that we pass though and believe me what you put out comes back.  This is the reality of our escape.  Many things popped up in my reality as I was writing this.  What I mean is I was faced with many different beliefs.  Beliefs around Lucifer, satanism, Atenism, Masonic stuff, Angels and Demons, Gods, Goddesses, which way to turn the merkaba.  Honestly, almost everything that started out pure has been demonized, polluted or hijacked at this point so how can you really know the truth.  It is almost all the duality program.  Yes there is truth in these things but my reality is mine and I no longer give my creative power, my ability to project my reality to Duality.  I Choose, and I want to be free and ascend out of this program.  So that is my choice.  I have to be firm in it.  So the truth is you want freedom.  Everything that is in you that chooses different is up for review and you have to choose freedom where you have chosen differently in the past. 

          It is like there is a little membrane around the reality that we are in and we have to graduate to get through the membrane.  Literally like a sperm piercing the egg we have to be able to focus and inform (program) the receptive membranes in the egg.  Vibrationally, our dream has to match the dream of the egg or we are not getting in there.  We are joining two spirals together.  So here we are.  We have been swimming up stream forever, against the current of streams, up waterfalls and rocks, jumping, flapping, pumping, pushing our way up and when we finally reach the point of entry into the new reality it is "one, two, three, what are fighting for?  Don't ask me I don't give a damn.  Next stop is Vietnam.".  This is kind of literal.  When to try to enter the egg, there is a membrane that says are you with me or are you against me?  So anything that does not match, wholly match, the vibration of the eggs blueprint (programmed DNA) does not make it through the membrane.  You get kicked back.  You don't get to graduate, to become a conscious creator unless you are holding a certain vibration period.  Okay, so this is the point of all the information that I shared previously.  Preparation for this moment.  I want you to succeed.

           I am going to talk about Money for a moment because it is a big hook to many on their way out of duality but it can really apply to anything that keeps us hooked into the duality program.  Here is the deal we have belief systems that keep us imprisoned and we, consciously or unconsciously, project our future experience through our choices (including what we pay attention to).  Money in itself has no power.  Well we need money.  Okay, that is true for the most part.  We need things and our belief is that money is how we get them.  This is not true.  We get things through what we project (choose) and put our energy into.  The system that we are in is designed to keep us from realizing who we are and our power.  Money in the system that we are in is often used as a control tool and if we believe that our receptive power comes from the system it is going to be difficult to navigate out of the system.  It is just a fence or a firewall you gotta find your way around it.  If you are too close the task can seem daunting but if you step back and observe what is happening you will see the solution.  If we believe in the illusion of separation and that we are not sovereign that is our reality and life will reinforce the illusion that we do not have choice.  We do.  You can choose to have money.  You can choose to be wealthy.  YOU CAN CHOOSE!  The egg doesn't accept negative programming but will accept positive loving programming.  So despite the program you are in, you are always at choice but you have to be open to something else happening because the world, the egg has more information about how things work in union than you do.  Life will show you what you are capable of if ask for it and let it happen but you gotta balance yourself to enter the world of beauty that lies before you.  No one wants to let an asshole into their house.  Sou allow space and time to be empty or project only what you truly love.  You choose.  Remember to vibrate where you want to be and there is a good chance that you will be received if you are vibrating from your heart.  If you just have a heady want you probably won't make it in.  Read the previous blogs.

           So here we are, empty and full, what is next.  All I can say is Free Fall.  You will either splat or fly.  I have to be honest I splatted a few times and getting up well it wasn't easy and here am ready to do it again.  What do they say the definition of stupid is?  Right now I am going with, If at first you don't succeed try, try, again. 

          I am not saying that when there is nothing left to hook you and you don't know what is next you can get a little pissed.  When you have whacked your head a few times whilst trying to enter the new world and you don't understand why you got whacked or you don't want to be the weirdo in duality who is doing the union work (it is no fun being unpopular and misunderstood) but that is what we have to do.  It is irritating not to know, or it can be.  Listen, to those of us who have been releasing our self from the system piece by piece, it is a big job to dismantle a system that has been in place for thousands of years, and we are sick of going through this process over and over.  It is hard to know when we will see the end and completely transfigure.  I get it.  All I know is this is all I know and it is okay.  I am okay with whatever happens because I know it is not real but I can also see the potential.  The words I write may be true and may be lies.  They may be right or they be wrong.  At this point it doesn't matter.  All that is left is for me to fly and if I splat I may die. ;)

          I have to say that very strange things have happened while writing this blog that have not happened while writing others, like words and paragraphs disappearing, the program closing, and sometimes I am no where near the computer and I can see it happening.  It is odd and maybe some aspect of myself allowed and energy in or is trying to protect me from something or wait for deeper content.  It doesn't matter.  What matters is that my mind searches for the reason behind it.  It wants to make up a story to go into.  This is how we project our reality.  Really, this is how we project our reality.  So whatever we attach to that is the direction the experience goes.  This is a choice point.  What if, instead of trying to figure out what is going to happen, we inform our reality.  What if we project what we want (love) to happen into our reality.  We can project wealth, happiness, fulfillment, love, safety, security and once we have that, we can dream, explore, serve, whatever FEELS GOOD!  The egg wants union.  YUM.  Woo the egg with your dream.  None of what is going on around you matters.  What matters is what is going on inside and what you choose to vibrate with.

          Oddly, I had to engage and disengage from this reality at the same time in order to move forward.  This blog allowed me to complete.  Our self expression is important, at least for me it was important.  Find a way to express if you can.  We have been in a slave program for a long time.  So let me just say this straight out.  I am not responsible for anyone else and they are not responsible for me.  Money is a tool in this system and that is it.  Straight up stay out of perceptions of good, bad. wrong, right, they did this or that.  Just say no to manipulation and mind control.  People don't realize that the things they think and feel usually are not their own.  Did you choose that feeling?  Are you observing something and learning or are you drawing a conclusion about someone or something.  Our environment is a classroom.  If you are Sovereign, and you are, you have to look to yourself and not others to change your life.  Oh yeah, there is plenty of help out there, seen and unseen just ask.  Ask to bring in the thoughts and feelings that will assist you in vibrating at the level you wish to vibrate.  If you want to vibrate pain and jealousy duality has it down.  If you want to pierce the membrane to the egg and embed yourself in the new dream vibrate what you love and she just might let you through.  Here is the truth, you did the work and you get the rewards.  It is the same for everyone.  When you are working your way out of the Matrix it is only about you and what you want and what your desires are.  Each one of us must choose.  I know there is the service to self or service to others belief system and that is duality too.  It is not about service.  It is about Freedom our inner compass.  We think we are here to serve others when the truth is we can do nothing for anyone that we have not done for ourselves and so your bliss may be service of some kind but only if you feel good thinking and dreaming about it and not in a Savoir Complex way.  Figure it out.  We all have empathy, well, most of us, our ascension into the Son, that Golden Solar Sun (egg) requires only self love and it is the only way in.

          So I ask you, "What does it feel like to be free?".  Go into that feeling.

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Written by Amorandre'a 05/08/16.  Do not use in part or whole without credit to the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org .  If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy.  Also, sessions are available to assist through the process of Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Evolutionary Services for more information.  Thanks for reading.

          

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