One day when I let go of being seen or maybe I just need to let go of relationships where there is no relationship because we don't relate. How low will I go to get the recognition I want or need or is it just that I loved you that much. I loved you so much that I was willing to dive into hell headfirst in order to save you or help you out. What a story! Such Bull! I am so good that I can't imagine free will? I can't recognize your right to experience this realm? Maybe, or maybe I am still in a story. Is it the story of Sophia where the Aeon errors in creating a child without God? What is God? Who is God? Why have we glorified creation? Is this an illusion? Of course it is? The unmanifest God. Well the Spirit (God?) is not in the picture in this particular manifest manifest reality. Thin about the word manifest, man a fest. In man. Man by itself is not spiritual. Man by themselves are not embued with Spirit. We managed to separate spirit from our bodies in all ways. The correction lies in suffering, Guilt, Shame, Blame, Judgement and a Healthy Saviour Complex. Good old Huberous. I know better than you what is right for you. I have to let it go my friend. I have to let you go so I can be who I am rather than how you see who I AM.
Here is a picture for you
What does this mean to you? What story are you telling yourself. What does it mean? Does it matter? What is Mater? The truth is what you choose. The truth is your choice and no one else's. You are and always will be what you choose. In my world I choose Spirit or Spirit in Mater. I AM that I AM. I AM That I AM!
In my life, my childhood, because I thought differently and acted differently the others, others than I AM thought that I thought I was better than them. I accepted their beliefs as my own and they became imbedded in my DNA (The structure of Mater). I felt victimized by their beliefs about me and did not know how to get out. Every step out was a rejection of what they believed themselves to be. It took a long time to choose my Spirit, my inner knowing as my truth. The journey home necessarilly rejected all that was not SPIRIT save my Soul/Sol (My knowledge and what I learned) and this I brought with me into my HOME (Ah Ay OOm) where my SPIRIT resides. Ah Ay OOOM, Ah Ay OOM, OM. Into the realm of light and sound IAM one.
As for belief, I never was without God. I never was separet. There was no error. I explored the world of Others and it did not exist. I leave you to Explore.
Here are some things I learned:
Poverty is many eroneous beliefs.
It is not hard for a rich man to enter heaven.
Being rich is a birthright and one with who you are.
Those without Sols and SPIRITS can't enter heaven.
Being Meek is Fear.
Does that mean I can't be with others who don't believe what I believe? In Spirit we are one. We share our knowledge because we are one. We share without disrespect or fear. We share and journey Om!
Sa Ra Ha