I spent my whole life trying to explain everything I ever did or wanted to do to people. Then one day a very wise woman said to me "You don't have to explain anything.". What a concept! I don't have to explain myself. Where on earth did we ever get the idea we had to explain anything. Well I guess I had to explain 'it' to myself. Why was I doing the things that I was doing? I didn't know. I was taught to be logical, to think. I knew why but without digging into the deepest recesses of who I was and what motivates me and then spewing it onto anyone who would listen, how could anyone understand. No ever had. I wanted to follow my feeling, my inner guide, my god, myself, but it had to make sense.
So when this wise woman said to me, "You don't have to explain anything.", well it caused me to pause. We are asked to explain ourselves everywhere. The grocery store, with people we meet, social functions, everywhere. I have taken to non definition, to silence, to speaking with purpose and hoping for connection. When the clerk at the grocery store or the bank asks me how I am, I say "non defining". I simply would like to keep my field free of cosmic debris. I would like to be the creator in my world and not have your cooties or thoughts, good or bad, mingling with my thought or in my field. I have been balancing every room I walked into since birth and I am done. A few weeks ago I found myself throwing up bile because the neighbor has anger issues and he is in my field constantly. I have to not engage on any level with them in order to stay clear. They are not worth my energy at all. No circumstance is real until I choose to engage. Engaging is choosing. Focus, Focus with a capital F you don't belong in my field. In the place where I am now and according to that which I would like to achieve, engaging is just not all that beneficial unless I am healing myself or others. So I call on the masters to heal the, all thems; my beliefs, my thoughts, any entities, any energies, any disease, all that is not in alignment for my highest and best good and bring them to their perfect home then I am freed to use my energy to create my life. That is all. Every thing is an overlay. Every thing, thought, feeling, is an overlay. Did I choose it. Don't choose by default. Let your vote, your choice clearly be what you want it to be. Let me be perfectly clear. Really, I would like to be perfectly clear. I would like to be clear enough to make clear decisions about my life and my reality. Let me be perfectly clear. I do not choose this. I ask that all beliefs and beings not chosen by my highest self be healed and all ties severed. I release them to their highest good and most perfect home. I free myself from all that does not serve my highest good. I am love expressing and I am free. Much better than engaging in the energy of others who are not choosing this. I am in love with my life and those in it. They feel my love. They know I sincerely care. They respect my right to be who, I AM. I am free and I AM loved. All is well. I am the conscious creator of my beautiful blessed reality. Hosanna in the Highest. Yell it from the mountain top. I have arrived. Hosanna in the highest! We are free.
Freeing ourself from the need to define anything is freedom itself. All I ever need to know about anything is, "How does it feel?" and "Do I choose this?". Know that you are a creator God. When a feeling or thought pops in, it is an overlay or something on its way out and you choose whether to hold on or not, whether to engage or not. That is it. That being said, generally speaking, it is a process until you sift through the layers of beliefs and structures that limit you from full actualization. When I choose to explain why I am ending something or not engaging my favorite line is, "It does not feel right in this now."
There are many who do not see or see what is not. People are where they are and they all have their own agendas and want recognition. They want to be part of the 'club'. Really what does that get you. You want to be popular and run around feeling important or do want to ascend? Maybe you will ascend and be popular too but we can't be attached to someone else 'getting it'. I have great friends and they have no clue what I am actually doing. I also have a very large number of people who think not so nice thoughts. What do I care what these people think? Not in a mean way or aggressive way. I care about them and I do nothing in service to them by limiting myself. I choose what is for me. What is it you really want (intend). If it is not what is happening, disengage and put your attention elsewhere. Create. You want to live 5D, state your intention and disengage from duality. Follow your feelings, Home. It already happened. You are already there and you are safe and loved and loving. All people want to be liked and seen and have people in their lives who really care for them and most people, no matter how well intentioned, can give you that. People can intend all they want but when you really choose 'it', whatever 'it' is, you have to be willing to hold that space no matter what. What is space? You hold space and don't allow anything else in. You don't choose something different than what you chose. Get it. Good.
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