Presence

          Presence.  Be here now in this moment.  To be really alive we have to be here.  Other than our wounds, what most impacts our ability to do this,  are the moments we are really here.  Climbing a waterfall with the fauna breaking beneath a foothold.  A lovers arms around you from behind as you climbed.  The air fresh and wet from the force of the falling water.  The wading pools at the ascent of each level.  These are the types of experiences that create the feelings we tend to want to hold onto.  So whether we trying to stop a feeling by limiting our reality or trying to hang onto a feeling by not flowing into the next moment, we are creating a block in energy field.  The impact of what we consider good and bad is overlighted by one thing.  Do we allow it to move through us or do we grasp and hold on ,as if it defines us?  We cling to our losses and to our triumphs.  We stop living our in betweens.  Why?  Because we want to feel good.  So with think clinging to the good things will bring us more good and shunning the bad will keep it away.  We probe into the cause of our sadness and decide someone or something outside of us is responsible.  We do need to make responsible decisions about where we choose to be and how we choose to live when possible, however, often our energy is stuck and we can't do anything about it until we accept where we are in the present moment.  We have to drop into how we are feeling in this moment in order to move forward.  To be alive, to be present, to feel every moment is a little intense and we have been taught to operate from logic rather than our feeling/nature.  To the logical mind feeling/nature is messy and chaotic and a little crazy (illogical) like a woman.  So we cling to our story lines and try to live within those boundaries. 

          To be present, we feel what is happening now and respond to the feeling and in my experience when someone is in their past (good or bad) they can't be present so they have to complete the experience, the feeling of that moment in order to move through it.  Sans, attachment to a story line, guilt, shame, blame, judgement or anesthetizing,   the feeling should be able to complete and life will continue to bring circumstances to create the same feeling until we choose able to complete/accept where we are.  So being present with your feelings and allowing others theirs without making them wrong for being where they are is the essence of presence and allows the energy flow again.

          So what do think?  Are you present?  Are you operating from the ghosts past (good or bad) and trying to recreate something that no longer exists?  Are you trying to effect an outcome?  Do you want to change the feeling of another person because you don't want to feel something?  If you do it is because a feeling needs to complete in you.  You can't change another persons feeling they have to move through the feeling and you have to move through yours.  Life is kind of surreal with all that is going on.  Everyone is seeing through their own filter and most people are unaware that they are not the filter and think the filter is who they are.

          You will encounter people, friends, relatives and likely others who are not present.  Be understanding when you can.  Who knows what is going through the mind of someone who really isn't there.  Believe me when I say if they are not feeling, no one is home.  We all don't want to feel bad.  It is not always easy to feel where you are.  Things suck at times.  Try to remember to accept where you are to feel where you are and remember that you can move forward once you do.  Here is the deal.  We are merging with our godself who holds the original intention of our Creator.  I believe that our Creators original intention was to experience form.  Form is experienced in the feelings.  Additionally we were given free will.  Our creator wanted us to choose love to choose her.  This is why I believe our creator is a woman by the way.  Ladies we want to choose and also to be chosen.  Love flows when it is given freely.  Just kidding we are all male and female.  We, like our creator want to be loved for who we are and want to be chosen above all else.
         
         We have our addictions that keep us from experiencing life/union such as; cell phones, tablets, wine, beer, smoking pot, sex, whatever it is; they are the way we avoid feeling our feelings, from being here now.  In order to be present we have to be willing to 'be' here now.  We all know people who are simply clueless when it comes to being in their feeling bodies or who can't go deep enough into themselves to be aware of what is actually happening and those who just don't want to feel.  Truth is, we all do it a lot of the time.  So lets raise awareness. 

          Each person has feelings.  They are their own feelings, and they are legitimate to what they are experiencing.  All of us know that it is kind of surreal when someone tries to take us out of what we are experiencing through a logical discourse or trying to fix your feeling or even odder act like it is not happening.  I mean how do we respond that?  Well usually we try to change their feeling and we act like their feeling is not okay.  Many of us don't like the way they feel because they are unable to be in their own body.  They are still out there in everybody else's energy field trying to see if it is safe or judging them.  Here is the deal empaths have not healed themselves and if you are doing this it is an indicator of what we need to heal in ourselves.  A way of looking at this is whether you  are aligning vertically through your chakras to your godself or in linear fashion to outside influences.  When you are in alignment with your godself you radiate out from your heart.  Don't own their feelings and if you do this is an opportunity to see what pulls you out of yourself and complete.   If you are uncomfortable with how someone is feeling be with it.  Honor your feeling.  Your discomfort does not belong to the person who is having their own feeling.  You pushing it away rather than allowing it to be is the source of your discomfort.  Feel your feelings.  Change your thoughts.  For Gods sake, be present.   We are all presented with circumstances that we need to rise above and sometimes we need help and we need to choose something better for us but remember it showed up for a reason.  Try not to judge.  Try to understand.  Try to love.  Accept what is and move forward if not, physically, energetically.  Everyone here is in a program or working their way out of a program.

          Ever feel like you are alone here?  In a way you are.  In this perceptual reality we can't through our limited physical senses perceive the full picture of what is going on.  We are all in a program and when we get free of our programming we have to be in another in order to remain in form.  As long as we are in form we are in a program and bound by the programming of the form we take.  I am not saying we can't transcend or change the programming because we can.  We are sovereign beings and the form we enter has a structure and attributes that are unique to the form.  If we are ant, we have ant programming.  If you are Pleiadian you have Pleiadian programming. Rocks, water, trees, everything has delineable attributes.  This is programming.  When it was made the consciousness and intention of the creator formed the container for what it was to be and it is so.  DNA is the blueprint for everything in physical reality.  DNA is imbued with the intention of the Creator.  It is the role, the 'Nature', of the Creator to Intend, to Decree, what his creation with be through intention. 

          So am I saying that our Creator is Batshit Crazy?  Was it really our Creators intention for us to be so out of balance.  Well we were created in his image and we are all whack?  Think about it...  Just Kidding.  Somewhat Kidding.   Things have gone awry.  We are unconscious creator gods with free will and to a large degree, we haven't a clue about what is going on.  What is more our DNA has been f'd with to nth degree.  There are plenty of places to point our finger and say this is what happened but it is not just one thing and for us to unravel this mess it is best not to stay in any one story for too long.  The stories only hold a frequency that we need to visit for a moment in order to access and regain lost aspects of ourselves.  This is also helpful in regaining self trust when the injured aspect of ourselves understands his/her own power it is less likely that we will allow ourselves to be duped again.  I am not going to fully address that right now.  Where are now is in a place where our programming may have originally been great and now it is whack.  Until we get into the mother board and change the programming it is going to stay that way.

          So my whacko sisters and brothers here is what has to be done in my humble and limited opinion and though I am sure there are other ways, this is what I have to share:
    
     1.  We have to realize we are sovereign beings and take charge of our DNA.
     2.  We have to become consciously aware of our programs.
     3.  We have to decide to change and Decree that it be so.
     4.  We have to allow ourselves to be inspired and set new intentions. 
     5.  We have to follow the creation steps in my Creation/Prayer Blog.
 
Okay we don't have to do anything.  I recommend that we do these things and if you run into something better by all means proceed by your own best judgement.  Please don't give your power to some other being including me.  That is how we got into this mess.

     6.  Trust your feelings to lead you on the best and most benevolent path.  Out of everything this will get you through. 
     7.  Release Judgement, Shame, Blame and Guilt.
    8.  To the best of your ability follow the 4 Agreements.  See "The Four Agreements" a book my Miguel Ruiz for more information on the subject.
     9.  Do not allow others to be in charge of your mother board.  I mean, do you really, most of the time, know who you are surrendering your power to?  By all means ask for help when necessary but know that even the most benevolent beings have an agenda so you have to state you own intent.  Now the agenda may be to empower you to be the best self you can be and that is great.  KNOW that you can change your mind at any time.  It is best to become as consciously aware of what you are doing as possible.  It is a big task and in my personal experience, I am merging all aspects of myself, all timelines, all realities, all the energy that I have or will be into my greater heart where I can 'be' in the experience of life.  For me the next step is Great Central Sun and that requires a big shift.  There is a point in the process where you do surrender to the higher self and the wisdom of that.  Again, the feelings are the guage.  Trust is the vehicle.
     10.  So surrender when the time is right and only to your own godself.  You will know when to do this because there will nothing else to do.


           When your friends seem batshit crazy and non present and clueless and say things that make no sense in light of what is going on, know that they are in their own whacko perceptual realities just as you are.  Presence requires that they 'be' with you and no one that I know can always do that and if they do, they may not have worked through what you are working through.  It is not personal.  In this we are not alone, we are all Batshit Crazy and our programming is askew until it is not.

          So until you have gained a level of awareness/enlightenment that allows you to see into all of the programming in this system and work with it through choice, make the best choices you can and love yourself as much as you can.  You are not alone.  We are all on the journey home, whatever home means to you.  We might not all be going the same place but we are all on the same journey together.

          Keep an open mind we rarely know what is real if anything can be real. 

Written by Amorandre'a 03/28/16.  Do not use in part or whole without credit to the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org .  If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy.  Also, sessions are available to assist through the process of Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Evolutionary Services for more information.  Thanks for reading.

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