 I can not express to you enough that we are joining 2 spirals, all opposites. We have to embody all that is and then choose. Do you understand? Everything you are trying to save, or whatever you are pushing away, is also you. It is not the Law of One versus the Sons/Sun of BeliEl. It is not the light against the dark. Yes, in my opinion, we can make better choices in this world. And in my opinion, one without the other is not desired. What is pleasure? Oh it is pretty and light in the upper realms but you can only experience pleasure in the lower, in our creations and that takes a truthful exploration of yourself. You can only experience physical embodiment of the Christ light, not the false light, the Sol Light, in creation. There is wisdom in both. You just have to get real. There is a balance that we must achieve. We are all. We are here to learn, to embrace all that is and then move forward with love and awareness. No one needs saving and all is Divine. We of course want to be loved and be safe and abundant and all of us needs to be seen and loved. Of course, since this blog is about my process of ascension as I go through it all again, this only applies to those who are choosing Ascension. You embrace it all and choose what is right for you without making anyone else wrong for their choices. You have compassion, yes, you observe what is without denying what you see. You make clear choices with all of who you are. Any judgment will likely hold you back. For instance you want prosperity but you judge prosperous people and think they should be doing something or are greedy and maybe they are but examine your beliefs. It doesn't matter whether what you believe is true. What matters is that what you believe is judgment and it blocks your prosperity. There is a difference between observation (seeing the truth) and making the truth wrong. Are some things wrong? Yes and we are talking about how to become whole not what is wrong in the world. So you have to explore what is holding you back and what is preventing the flow of energy and let it flow. You decide what your gatekeepers are by the energy you put into something. Also, you know your intentions behind your actions and you don't need anyone else s approval. Donald Trump is a good example of a person who is secure with himself and can manifest with strength no matter what is thrown at him. He understands the importance of holding focus and he actually listens to outside arguments without entering into the e-motions of others and making them his own. Guilt, blame, shame and judgment cause us not to know ourselves. Be watchful and thoughtful and consider what is without getting into the trap. Know yourself and what it is that you want and hold that vibration. Energy in motion and feeling and focus is key to creating the world that you choose. Remember what you have learned about yourself. Do no harm to others. Focus on who you are and what brings you joy and happiness and stay true to your heart. Walk in balance. Don't put you energy into what you don't want in your life and that doesn't mean you are a wall flower and you don't speak up for yourself, your will is important as well as the expression of your will. Be who you actually are, the creator of worlds. Be Alive. Live! When you realize who you are there is no need to harm others or enslave them because you have your Sol and there is no need to judge because you give yourself what you love and you are happy. The paradox is that you have to love yourself first, if you are not loving yourself who or what are you giving your self too. No saviors, no Gods, You are Sovereign and yes there is an all loving presence it is what your are. You don't need saving, choose yourself. Choose, Choose, Choose.... until you are you. You have have the power, the power not to live someone else s life. As above, so below folks. You can't let your desire for something rule you if it hurts anyone or anything and you can't have pleasure without allowing yourself the freedom to discover what that is. Light and Dark Star and Stone Masculine and Feminine Body and Sol The Els and the Seraphim Get rid of your stereotypes and rigid ideas. No Judgement. We all know what is right and wrong because our hearts tell us that. Bring the light into the body, the Sol. Infuse it with your Spirit. There is no us and them because it is an inside job! Written by Amorandre'a 02/02/19. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.
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Pondering belief. What it is? How it effects the world? Is it necessary. Feeling over belief. Can we just move on? Unravel altogether and find the gem within us all.
Written by Amorandre'a 01/20/19. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  Are we creating a fantasy because we can't handle what is? Absolutely yes! And, absolutely no. To answer that question we have to ask, "Who are we?", and "Who am I?", and "How was this reality and all other realities created?" We gotta do the dive. There are templates that exist. There are pasts that we attach to. There are programs that we collectively or individually choose. We have done a lot of the dives here in this blog and internally and we have each individually drawn our own conclusions. The difference between what is apparent in the physical world is a picture we have of reality and clearly there is much more to the picture than meets the eye. We are multidimensional beings whether we take the journey to know this or not. I don't limit myself. I risk what I have been taught for what I experience without those teachings. Does that make me crazy or delusional? One thing is clear to me. I can not live in slavery or prison or fear or poverty of any kind. I don't believe that makes me crazy. Think about how we wish live versus how life is. We can say that is life and it is. We have to accept what is. Some people say we created it. Well someone created a construct and manipulated us into the construct. Paranoia? Perhaps. At least I do not get angry or fearful when the construct is questioned. What is more is I don't get intellectual. I have had the experiences that I have had and you don't get to say they are not real or delusional because you have not had that experience. It is not up to you to decide what is real for me but only what is real for you. Each step of this journey has brought me strength and an internal resolve and greater freedom and self love. I AM here. I exist and I did not exist before this journey. Before this journey I lived in your world. I know longer live in your world. Where am I now? What can I do? Do I need money to do them? Well I guess that depends on where I am creating. So first "Where am I?" and "What can I do?" Just because my intellect does not know the answers does not mean I do not know. I know. I feel. I am alive and I am learning to be me, IAm.
What I know now that I didn't know before. There is a template for every dimensional reality. The reason for this is that all physical and feeling reality requires a construct. So there are rules to each dimensional reality. Can we move between the dimensions? Yes, we can if our chakras are clear and we are not limiting ourselves. Our current bodies are in 12 chakra system and its experience is limited to those dimensional levels. Does that mean the chakras represent dimensions. It does but it gets more complex as you move out of duality. For example chakras merge and the 4th and 5th dimension becomes the 8th dimension. And much more that I am not ready to explain. For some reason I decided to be a Gnostic in this life and not to get information from outside of myself. What I now know is that there are many texts out there describing the process that I have gone through. Which is the best way is for you to decide. You run into distortions either way. Once you decide to create you have to deconstruct what ever programming or beliefs you may have that prevent your evolution into what you intend. You also have to recode your DNA for that experience and you have to believe, really know and feel the energy you intend. I will say that money is not the source as you have been led to believe. So if you are dreaming of moving out of duality best to dream of how you wish to live rather than putting your faith in an unstable element. But if money floats your boat choose words like currency and universal exchange. It is less limiting. As we are moving out of one reality into the next best not to decide what the rules are ahead of time. There are so many so called, "Light Workers" out there who are trapped because they believe they have to be "good". Good is relative. We are raising our vibration and that does mean we are increasing our light quotient. And we are merging with elements and elemental aspects of ourselves and our reality that do not use a good or bad compass. Also, we have to embrace the imbalanced in order to understand our reality and choices and to evolve. We have all of this within us and we can not be afraid of what we do not yet understand. Grow. We are joining 2 templates so you can't live under the illusion that it is all about light and dark, good and bad. There are many things and actions that are unacceptable, don't be afraid to shine the light into them. They can only exist in power if we are unwilling to look at them. There is no need for guilt or shame if stop being afraid of what we do not want to see. I assure you when you stop judging and start speaking things will change. It might be bumpy and you might be frequently wrong but at least you are facing yourself. Don't be the airy fairy perfect, above it all person. You are not. If you are in denial, you are susceptible to that which you are unwilling to see. Speak up when you can. The universe will rise with you, will rise to meet you. The most love, is self love. I do love you but I can only love what I embrace in myself and that doesn't mean I want to be you or live as you do. That is not judgement. It is choice. Seeing the truth is not judgment. You want to save the world love yourself, even what you currently are afraid to see. You are all of it. You can choose how you wish to live but not one over another. You can choose those with intact Sols over the Soul less. Once you make it into the next world? you will see what is there and you will move from there. Before you go to the next world you gotta ask what it is. Feel into it. Don't just la, la, la, go. I am sharing my experience and these are my opinions based on my experience which in no way invalidates yours. Written by Amorandre'a 01/19/19. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . The painting is called Riders of the Sidhe by John Duncan. If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  What is the Elixir of Isis? Duh.... Well I was meditating and Kuthumi came in and gave me this knowledge. He showed me many things including the original state of the Sphinx in Egypt which was an Anubis. The Jackal headed being and the progenitor or at least teacher of the Dogon and other tribes of people who were populous at different times in history. So this teaching originates on Sirius. Since the Anubus guarded the secrets of the underworld through the weighing of the heart this Initiation is only available to those who have passed this test. The initiation itself took a few seconds and then a few hours to breath the energy though my body and its various systems pausing in areas that needed healing. I am sure I will be learning much more over time. The Elixir of Isis is Kundalini activation through which the the physical is healed and codes for physical upgrades for the Immortal body are given. There is actual physical healing that occurs. When the final physical aspect of the transfiguration occurs and we move fully into our new body there are some differences. For example my new body is 7' 9" and very shimmery. I don't know when I will complete this process but it is real and it is happening and my perspective of the old programmed reality has shifted drastically. So far I have not met anyone aware of these actual changes happening to themselves. Although I have seen a few youtube posters who talk about it in different language. This initiation occurs under the Sphinx in a large chamber and involves an actual dragon. I am not talking about reptilian races or a bad serpent seed in which we drink blood or live off loosh. None of that happens at all in this. There is no evil in this initiation. There is no need for fear at all. It is a very Sacred Initiation in which we physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually and in all other ways transform into higher dimensional beings. Physical ascension and receiving genetic coding we need to complete the process. This is not a dumbed down human DNA tampering thing. You are aware of what is happening and you are not being lied to or manipulated. You have to be awake and aware of the manipulation that has occurred and is occurring. You have to be aware of the difference between Nature and AI, artificial intelligence. You don't need artificial limbs, drugs, implants ect... In your union with your Source you are Natural and all is alive with that intelligence moving through you and enlivening your experience. You have all that you need always. For me this is a beginning in the story of being a fully embodied Master. Much to learn from the Green Eyed Monster. Shall we begin? Love to you all. Written by Amorandre'a 01/18/19. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  I had a dream. I was at the airport with Junko who organizes and interprets for Japanese clients. Junko and I were getting on a plane for a retreat in Japan. My real life sister then showed up and was very cheery and talking to Junko. I was very unhappy to see my sister and concerned that she would ruin things for me even though I had made every effort to remove people like her from my life there she was. Junko invited her to come with us and paid for her ticket. They were thick as thieves and Junko was happy about it because she thought she was surprising me with a lovely gift. I was feeling dejected and didn't want to say anything as I thought I would be perceived as negative. I also thought, she is paying for my sister who will ruin and limit everything and she can pay for that but I am on a bit of a shoestring for this retreat and I will stuck with this awful person the whole time.
I had no clue about what the dream meant except the obvious so I shared the dream with Junko and she said the following: "The dream you saw has so many messages for me. Interesting... You feel that Junko might do something stupid and make you unhappy. You have a fear that Junko might ruin Amorandrea’s retreat . You have negative feelings about your sister. And it is time for you to release it as you are prepared now. Let’s try to express anything even if it seems to be negative . Thank you for sharing your dream." When I read what she wrote, I thought, Wow I don't think Junko will screw anything up. She is totally trust worthy and nothing at all like the many girlfriends or sister who have betrayed me in my life. I can trust her and we are always honest with each other no matter what. I felt my sister in the dream was me and that Junko and I were very happy because we were doing our first retreat in Japan and it was exciting. The dejected me was carrying the feelings from my past experiences and Junko and I had really already healed those experiences by being exactly who we actually are to ourselves and each other. Through our wonderful expression with each other, without judgement, we had really faced many things together over the years. So in actuality I needn't be fearful at all and I could let go of all that since I had a true sister now. Love you Junko, Sol Sister! Written by Amorandre'a 01/10/19. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  We can build walls that say you made this mistake, you didn't adhere to the rules. You didn't stay in corporate america and play the game. You didn't capitalize the word america and put it before your soul. You became poor because of this and you expect us to pay for it and therefore I look down upon you. Or, you think you are better than us because you remind me that I have not done the same. You make me feel less than because I can not look at myself and every time you say something that I don't believe I get angry. I push you away and I make it impossible for you to live in my world because I don't want to look at the places where I may have lost my soul. Good God don't express that feeling, don't talk about that. It makes me uncomfortable, and my friends and family too. "How dare you talk about that." "What is wrong with you?" "You always do that." "Why can't you be normal?" "Why don't you die?" "Why don't you just leave?" I like to make you look crazy and weird by making up stories about you or ridiculing you. I am so insecure with myself that I will not send you business no matter what a good job you do. You are a human stain. I don't like what you believe so I will hurt you and lie about you until you become bitter and become what I say you are. This is the world of duality. You want it? It is yours. Enjoy it. I won't live in it. This will teach you, ridicule, unkindness, exclusion, inability to 'be' to exist on any 'real' level. Maybe it will teach you how to leave this world. Maybe you will get your soul back and rise up into your heart and merge with the divine and become who you are. Maybe you won't survive the trials. Maybe the pain of separation from those you have loved and thought loved you, the betrayal from everyone you know will bury you. Maybe you will finally understand Love. Maybe you will come to know that you can not Love until you own your Sol and your own Heart, that part of you that is Natural. You don't really exist until you won't betray yourself for the approval of others, or cash, or any kind of betrayal to your heart, to your true Nature. This is duality. I don't believe anyone wants this. Yes, we need to know contrast. Yes, we need awareness and it is impossible to know who we are without it, but for me folks, the buck stops here. We are people with Sols if we choose to have that. You know what I value, your Sol, that which makes you shine, makes you unique, gives you a different perspective and makes alive. If yout dream is to open a bar, to look good, to make money, great, but is your Sol in that? Is that your purpose? Are you benefiting yourself or anyone else, really? Maybe, maybe not, but if your Sol is not there, neither are you and it is hollow, without true value, in my opinion of course. I said my Peace. I built my wall to keep you out. All you gotta do to be in my world is get a Sol. You know what happens when you let go of what you were taught and what every one told you and you believe? You become free. And then you get to create from your heart something that is real. Written by Amorandre'a 01/08/19. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  We are on the cusp of a great shift on this planet. We don't know exactly what is going to occur in terms of natural disasters and the like. We do know that the military of the US and many other countries is aware of this and that it has been kept from the public as a whole. This may actually be being done so that as many as possible can be saved or to our detriment. Likely both of these is these. Many of us are ignorant and have foundations that make it difficult for us to question what we are being fed. None of this is being said to make things difficult or to confuse. Awareness is not bad. Not knowing is not bad. Being open and then making decisions from your most educated place is probably better for you as a Sovereign being. We stepping out of the Mud Flood. We also know that there is a lot of interference from outside sources to prevent the masses from knowing what is going on. There are things that can be done to assist us to get through the shift such as working to raise our consciousness, building our light body, participating in body mechanics that awaken and stimulate the kundalini energy, and keeping our mind and body clear. Right now we may or may not be at a critical state. Under normal circumstances we do not activate full on Kundalini experiences without preparation and even with that it can be difficult. The reason for this is that you become fully conscious and plugged in to what is real and it does not match anything we have ever been taught or what is in our DNA programming. It can make you crazy. Also, we may not feel worthy or valuable enough to hold the energy of who we really are. So it is best to prepare. That being said, when the shift happens you will either be ready or you won't. None of us will be in physical bodies as they are currently perceived in 3D. Our Bodies will be 5D, at least to start, and if you have done the work to link the 3D and the 5D bodies. Either way there will have to be a link made between the 2 dimensions in order to move into 5D. So the first part of that is Soul Retrieval, then Starseed integration and purpose, then the weighing ofthe Heart and the first stage of Ascension. This is when we move our Soul into the Heart Chakra and activate the Monadic Chakra the High Heart. Normally at this stage we would be bring in the Ankh as the container to hold the energy that flows through us as we Ascend so we don't blow out our frequencies. Normally I would not share this information with those who had not gone through the slow initiation process. However, I want everyone who chooses to ascend to have the opportunity to do so with as much grace as possible, so I have a very short PDF book, around 24 pages outlining the procedures necessary to assist you in merging with your 5D light body. I am not saying that you won't be able to ascend without this information but it will help. It is fairly simple and it does require that you apply the exercises as often as possible. The charge for the book i $7 US. You may order the PDF named the Little Ascension Handbook by emailing me at lillithlives@gmail.com and listing the book title in the regarding section. If there is a need I will set up another system of payment but for now I will email the paypal link at that time. I also would like to say that breathwork is a part of this process. You don't have to do full sessions with the breathing if you are just setting up the grid and merging with it. However, until you are healed many of the things that come will be seen not as they are but through the wound or the belief that is in place to hold you in duality. Breathwork, chanting and high vibrational sound, movement, raw organic food and any combination of these will assist in holding a higher physical vibration. You don't don't buy everything everyone tells but what feels right to you in your heart and you don't deny your feelings, your heart felt feeling, that is. Try not to judge others who don't understand and do have healthy boundaries. You don't have to live in their world. Acknowledge that you are in a process and don't try to do it all at once. Move step by step out of duality and follow your heart. You don't have to screw yourself over. Ask for help and guidance to the next steps as you move out of duality. You are Re-Sourcing yourself. Have boundaries and try not to judge others for where they are. Observe. Also, don't fall back into patterns of duality because you are 'helping' someone. Ground into 5D. Hold your altitude. Keep your body clear. Do your practice and do the best you can without seeing anything outside of you as your Source or gatekeeper. The Ankh is Key to containing the energy flowing that flows through our bodies as we move into the higher dimensional fields of energy. It is the container for the electrical energy that flows through us and prevents our circuits from having a blowout. The Ankh is the container for our light bodies and the key to eternal life. More in the book. The book really just gives you procedures. The blog gives you the pitfalls. Whatever you do I wish you ease and grace. Love to you. Written by Amorandre'a 01/02/19. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  The Key to everything in existence is to surrender to the higher nature, which is Nature the 12th chakra and in our bodies corresponds with the 3 lower chakras. The Creator is Nature. Trust in Nature to support you in all things in Creation. If you do not do this you will bee trapped in the lower nature of the Archonic hive and their twisted version of reality. We are raising our physical, creative and Sol energy into the higher chakras and shifting our source from an archonic system to Source. What is up is down and what is down is up. Basically, at first we want to live in harmony, love, abundance, good health, freedom, beauty and kindness. Beyond this we wish to create and experience life in its myriad forms. It is only by bringing our lower nature through the eye of the needle our hearts that we can live again. Let me explain. We have the first 2 chakras the first chakra is energy without organization, the second chakra is energy in motion. This corresponds with 11th and 12th chakra. Most matrix dwellers have lost the knowledge of these chakras. The 11th chakra is the magical part of yourself, the part of you that actually creates reality. The 12th chakra is like god energy, nature itself. At this moment the information surrounding this still has mystery. We then have the 3rd chakra which is the Sol of man in form, the Sun. This Corresponds with the 8th and 9th chakra which it the monad containing all 12 higher dimensional aspects contained within your I Am Presence or the great Central Sun, the Blue Sun. I could go on. Many people believe that money is the key or maybe beauty. Ascension has nothing to do with gaining money they are just traps to subjugate. I am not in any way saying we should be impovereshed. I am talking about what is your Source. You must choose your source or Source in all situations. If you are still relying on the Archonic hive system you haven't and can not ascend. Nature is the Source of All. The 12th Chakra, Nature, the Creator of All. So do your work in the other chakras and align to your Soul and Sol in all things and Surrender to the Creator of All. That is the key to physical reality. It is all within you. Guess what if you don't have an in tact soul and have not completed union with your Sol you can not create in the 5th Dimension. We do not push patterns into place, decide with our minds only how it should be or what should be or when is should be. Surrender to the Creator of All. Remember we are talking about our Ascension into the 5th Dimension and our 5th Dimensional Body. In doing so we are integrating 12 Dimensions of our 'Being" into one. When we are accessing the Creator Dimension, the energy that causes all to 'be' that is the 12th Dimension. When we are talking about surrendering to the Creator of all in the context of Ascension we mean Surrendering all that you ever dreamed of, all that you currently are to the Creator of All and trusting. This is where the magic happens. The 'Key' is that you are bringing each level into the heart of your 'beings', the heart, so you know when you are there by your heart. Have gratitude, have respect, have love for the Energy that you are and that flows through you this is how and what you carry through the eye of needle, the high heart. Does this mean that 5D is 8D? I don't know yet. Once you complete this step the rest is history as they say. You don't go through it again unless you choose to fragment. Otherwise all the chakras move as One. I hope to meet you on the other side of history. By the way the 12th Chakra, the Creator of All is part of your light body and is unlimited, natural and won't harm itself or others. Written by Amorandre'a 01/01/19. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading. When your guides call someone a bilious blob or a rat bastard instead of questioning the kindness of the remark, rather consider the validity and guidance available to make clear future decisions and why they would put it just that way. Is the person in question able to see you, your works, and are they treating you respect? If not, move on.
After many years of sending love and being sweet and making it okay for others abusive hidden behavior I have learned that it is best to walk the other way. My guides are not bad guides. They are direct guides who are protecting me and helping me to make clear decisions. I can send the healing loving energy and do ho ono pono pono or whatever I choose to the accused party and I should also walk away. The being in question could be a soulless being or just an unbalanced person or they may be part of your karmic pattern to be a patsy. The information from my guides is not what they are but it is what their behavior towards me looks like. When I think back on what I have done to myself by buying these people as friends I am floored. My advice is don't get on your high horse. Listen. Just saying..... Your guides may know something you feel but won't allow yourself to think. I know, Katie Byron says "Is it true?" I say, If you get guidance listen to it. Of course, "I also say don't believe everything you think." I was kind of thick when it came to letting go of belittling people in my life so for me I listen, observe and choose. You can not go into Union without being truthful with yourself and making clear choices to be in union. You are not in Union with others. Others are outside. You are in Union with Source from Source and radiating out from there. When you are there you can be airy fairy and loving and when you are in duality you can do the same and from either place you can know that we are Source and we can choose what is right not for another but for ourselves. Also, again for the record. You can not go through Ascension without Feeling. The other thing is you can not bring those in the third dimension into the 5th without them making there own choice. You can stay with your family and others in a lower dimension and that is your choice. It is your choice. It is their choice. That is it for now. I went for a hike a few days ago on 12/12/19 at Lake Siskiyou in Mt Shasta and stopped at a spot to meditate. After a while a golden churning liquid light appeared on an area at the shoreline and a golden orb appeared above it. I heard we are going to heal your back and hundreds of green orbs appeared, very large and not really circular. They were mostly 20 to 40 feet high and the vibration was quite beautiful. Then violet and indigo light and orbs appeared beneath my feet and after a short while I was guided to return to my car with them following me back until I was within a quarter mile. I wasn't expecting this and felt very grateful and really enjoyed their company and companionship and I feel very grateful. I know that there are others going through this process but I haven't encountered them. Mostly people around here seem to focus on the higher dimensional energy and are not interested in balance being in their bodies. It is so much more than that and people become trapped and lost in their highness rather than embodying themselves not just in their bodies but in the body of the Earth. At some point in the Ascension process we do return to a higher dimensional state and we bring our bodies, our souls and our conscious awareness with us into our multidimensional light bodies. In order to Ascend we have to bring the multidimensional light codes all the way into the earth, retrieve all aspects of Sol and transform the physical body. The codes for the Ka-tharsis are in the Earth, the 3 Suns and our physical bodies and we simply can Ascend without integrating it all into our physical beings. You can't just smoke pot and hang out in the higher chakras as tempting as it is. I mean you can but you won't Ascend. Being in the body means mastering your thoughts and emotions and transforming your DNA structure through integrating light codes. Sounds simple, it is and it isn't. Focus is a key.
So I am very grateful for what is happening in my body now. I have had to 2 major healings now. The first occurred in Sedona in September when several of my Japanese clients worked on my right hip. I was in an accident many years ago in which I was crushed and broke many bone and suffered many injuries. This was a severe problem and it took me many hours a day to bring my body to a level that I could function and with my age I was coming to a point where I couldn't affect it so much anymore. Yes, I worked on it consciously as well as in other ways. I thought well it will transform in the Ascension and it is. So while I was in Sedona I was healed 80% on my right hip. Why 80%? I don't know. I was at Cathedral Rock with my Japanese clients and I had heard when we arrived there that day that my hip would be 80% healed that day and it was. 4 of the Japanese women worked on my hip in that vortex that day and I was 80% healed. It was a miracle as was the incident with the Green and violet orbs. So lovely. I am so grateful for this life. Written by Amorandre'a 12/14/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading. And it's one, two, three,
What are we fighting for ? Don't ask me, I don't give a damn, Seriously, this is all illusion, fear, based on nothing that is actually real. We are having an experience of separation. Your mind is confused and you are attached to technology that causes you to believe whatever programmers choose for you. You are natural 'beings' and this is being programed out of your system. We were once Initiates, We were once concerned with evolving our Sols and Unifying with our Source in Physical Reality. In case you haven't noticed we are all being pitted against each other with both sides being demonized. So we are fighting. In truth, we are supposed to be uniting two separate templates. The Dragon Lines and the Saint Michael Lines, the Serpent and the Light or Sun into One through Us, our bodies through our Sols. Both Sacred. This also applies to the upper and lower chakras and the masculine and feminine within our beings. How do you know you are in duality? You are looking at one or the other and calling them evil, wrong or bad. It is not true. Is there evil, sure, evil exists within those who are not focused on taking responsibility for their Sols evolution and are dependent on others for their sustenance or existence in this reality. Our Purpose, in my experience and understanding is to join the duality energies that exist within us and to reunite with the Unified field. And then we LIVE and LIVE well and free. We all have talents and awareness that can help other beings without awareness, without understanding and if we like we can outwardly assist in their advancement. In balance, meaning you have accomplished what you are assisting with. You don't have to do anything other than advance yourself and that will increase yourself, the earth, the heavens, as well as others. You are not owned or restricted in any way in this new way of being. All that you do effects the whole in awareness and understanding as well as expression. We do share consciousness with individual inclinations created by our own experience. We do no harm because we love ourselves and we are literally one. Are we one with duality? Sort of and sort of not. If you are in the program, you need to realize that you are choosing step by step whether to be in Unity within yourself or not. So the program is in Unity but the expression is not until it is. Make sense? There was a fall that occurred when there was a destruction of a civilization on this planet. This occurred as a result of imbalances that were present in 'beings' of that time who wanted the abilities of the initiates without self responsibility. They can't become embodied as that would require them to incur DNA coding which comes from their personal consciousness, deeds and feeling, including the feelings of all those that they have in some way impacted. This is empathy. You can not blame your feelings on anyone but yourself. Yes, other 'beings' impact your feelings but you made the choice consciously or not to be in their energy spectrum. So even if you have not directly participated in separation schemes if you have bought the program you are within the spectrum. If you are here, reading this, you have not fully unified the serpent and the Spirit and/or, you have not integrated aspects of your Sol. So empathy, what you are feeling, not activities, but feelings, are not someone else's stuff. You have to make the choice to step away from programs that are not viable to your inner Self and that includes corporate and governmental controls. Your true Self is a fully integrated 12 dimensional being, often called your I AM Presence. There is much more to this, and there are more dimensions but for the purpose of freedom and full embodiment this is where you start. You are magic. I promise you are Magic. You don't need this outside stuff. You just need to free yourself from the program. Our bodies are morphing. Keep your thoughts clear. Until that morph is complete your thoughts can be hijacked. Are the 'beings' who are hijacking our consciousness, Sols and bodies part of our mastery process? I have my theories. Is this the last part holding me in duality? Food for thought. Written by Amorandre'a 12/08/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  Okay this is it. Today I completely disconnected from everything that exists in the reality I have been operating in. I have no desire whatsoever to connect to anything that exists here. Indeed what is there to connect to? Really even all these bullshit messages come from beings with an agenda. Sometimes the agenda is Karma and a need to extricate from past behavior, sometimes it is control of some form, sometimes it is to save those of their race and bring them home, sometimes it is sway us to support their agenda and many other reasons. What a bunch of dung. Dear Sheep, please don't just attach to the next Savior. Yes, listen get information, but be discerning about what the agendas are. Honestly, who is your God? If your God is threatened by you or by women or anything at all or needs your money or worship or blood letting or a contract of any kind please rethink. Stop allowing ignorance to be the ruler. Don't be timid. Who are these beings and what is their purpose? Demand the truth. I mean, obviously we don't have the information we need to make any clear decision. Trust? Trust, what? Come on! What is your doctrine? Do you think you are here to save others? Save yourself. I say we are joining 2 templates and that is my perception and what I feel deep in my soul and I have a deep, excessive desire to express myself. When I share how I feel it is powerful to me because I have to express myself. This is being alive. To me, all this other stuff has no feeling, no life. If you don't agree, it is okay with me and I hope with you. If I don't share what is in my soul to share in this moment, I am not here and that is okay too. I don't want or need to be "here". Am I right? No. Am I wrong? No. I am me and my agenda is Freedom! My freedom and hopefully many others also. I do sessions and I share myself and I care about what I am doing and I want us all to be free. I am not willing to sacrifice my happiness or my comfort or my sol for approval for understanding or what most consider love. All I care about is getting free and expressing my inner truth. That is it. Oh yes, I want love friendship but with very few exceptions, I have not found it here. In duality we operate from the wound and in Union we operate multi-dimensionally. I spent my entire life trying to be a loving person and to be authentic and I just never connected to other beings here. I tried. After a while I was chasing after love outside myself because I stopped loving myself, or I guess I was alone. I don't want to be alone anymore so I am moving forward. Kundalini is the vehicle for enlightenment 'in' the body. When the body transforms and Ka (Spirit, the energy of your Source) is fully merged with the body and Sol. We don't need 5G or microchips or MK ultra or technology. We need our Source, full conscious awareness and Nature. You should know that we have had civilizations on this planet who used frequency to awaken the population and achieve various tasks. Things were hijacked by "beings" who are not governed by their feelings, their Sol or their Source. When you hit the 11th dimensional level and fully integrate that energy you have the ability to shape shift. You also gain access to the iron core Earth Crystal. The real Earth not the false one. At one time those abilities came into the hands of other 'beings' who could not do this themselves because they did not develop the ability. They obtained genetic specimens who were in the process of shape shifting and genetically hijacked that ability. These beings do not have the ability to sustain themselves because they refuse to do their work. They will convince you that you share lineage and many other things to get you to agree to give yourself up to the duality program. You don't have to agree. They are not your Source on any level. Let go of their world. Wake up! Love, Me, or Love me, whatever. Blessings, in your life and choices. Written by Amorandre'a 11/16/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  You are being controlled by your browser. Express an opinion and your browser will bring you information to support that opinion no matter what it is. Then you can all get together like a bunch of hens and tell each other you are right and they wrong until you start to fight. God forbid you get in touch with your inner self and form your own thought and have an actual dialogue. Try it for yourself. Just put something out or do a search for something that is the opposite of your belief and see what happens. You are trapped in technology. Most do not know what is real. Here is a thought. If you find that algorithms exist. Why do they exist? To make money and gain control and keep you busy so you don't focus on pulling back the curtain. Fighting is bullshit. Stop reacting. Watch, wait, feel, become aware and then speak and share. If you have a dog in the fight and you just want to win you might believe that getting all worked up and fighting is the way. Once you have the eyes to see try to find out who is behind the curtain and what the goal is. This is the journey to reality and the beginning of change.
Written by Amorandre'a 11/10/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  Lets just say that my motivation is to feel good, to be the fullness of who I Am and to be in alignment with my purpose. I am propelled forward by my deep need for love and companionship with my authentic self. This is what propels me. It is not to be right or righteous. I just want to be me and be loved and supported and nurtured. Is that selfish? Is that service to self. Why yes, yes it is. I Am not alive when I exist only in my mind. I Am not manifest when I am in my mind. The second I came into this body is the moment that I Am was born. My original purpose was to be born through the genealogy, the program, I came into. I had to learn to be in the program, to see the program and transcend that which prevented I Am from being in the fullness of I Am. This world did not nurture me or love me or support me as I Am. This world shunned me and told me I was crazy and to keep my mouth shut and to pretend that I was not hurt by that. I tried to understand your point of view but it just couldn't be done. I awakened. I didn't know how to get free but I was led step by step having to walk blindly out of the abyss and still I live in the flow of a drippy faucet that is only occasionally turned up and I have to work on it all the time and like everyone else I want to get my needs met. This is my motivation. The only difference between me and most others is that I realize my needs can only be met by being Source. The wave of the collective here is on the edge of the shore and is not clear. I long for the sea to carry me, to hold me and to love me and yet I am conscious. I am aware and if I allow the Sea to carry me I will dissolve and become it.
I had a dream that I was living in a house high on the cliffs above the sea. The house was comfortable but there was no way to get to the Sea from it. There was a small apartment attached to the house that my Sister (not sure) lived in and I saw her at the base of the cliff. I went into the apartment which was empty, except a mouse and a mousetrap. The mouse which in my mind represented thoughts and beliefs from the nefarium walked willingly into the trap with no fear. The door to the outside was through the floor and you had to drop down to get out and I wondered how you would get back in. I thought that it would be difficult to come in and out that door especially if you carried anything and that I would find it difficult to live there. The only way to the sea was through the door in the floor and then there was only Sea. I awoke. Written by Amorandre'a 11/06/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  It is the f.act that we can't handle true loneliness and to be utterly alone is the only way to reunite with our Source. The cause of our loneliness is our perceived separation from Source. We look for connection with others without first coming into Communion with Source. Thus it is our unwillingness to be completely alone that causes our loneliness. The only resolution to loneliness is to be utterly alone. Until we meet our self with out veil and armor, completely naked we can not escape duality. This is not separating yourself from others it is going beneath all beliefs and feelings to find your own self. I am not saying that it is not beneficial to hear your beliefs spoken by another but that won't happen until you choose yourself and your own inner knowing. Meaning that we want somebody that we can relate to on a deep level beyond Sol, we want Spiritual connection. Until we make it to our Spirit there is nothing of substance to connect to. Sink into that statement. You can not exist beyond duality until you do this and you will not be supported in Unity until you do this. Until you unify with yourself and know yourself you can not know another and you will be alone as you will only be with another persons beliefs and not who they are. If you do not recognize yourself, how can you recognize another. No matter what, everything is Source and Source is the Source of all. Until you KNOW this you can not know yourself or God. This is because unless you are emanating from your Source you are only a fragment without true substance. You will not enter Unity consciousness until you are clear and have integrated all of your chakras into one chakra pillar where each has a purpose but there is no separation. The only way to exit duality is to move beyond duality. There is no compartmentalization. The only way to achieve this is to be in your feelings, your heart. ONE must let go of the question to find the answer. Sink into that.
What if what is bad is good and what is good is bad? What is real? What is good and bad. Eh.. Who cares? Honest, we can search for the answer to this forever and all that will happen is a nice little judgment loop. At the core of who we are we are joining to spirals to return to who we are and who we have been all along. Is there evil in duality? Yes... Get with it! In order to move out of duality, move out of duality. Move into heart, your feeling body and follow that. It is never your place to judge another. Sounds simple. It is as simple as no good and bad and not right or wrong. There is the only the moment. ONE moment. One experience, moment by moment by moment. What is the Source of All if not all? The right and left hand of Source have the same Source and are not really divided except in your mind and possibly theirs. Judgment occurs only in the mind. Follow your heart moment by moment. Allow others to follow their heart and we become the expression of our Spirit, the Source of all. What is the right and left hand of god? 2 hands of the same being. We are having an experience and we can continue in the experience we are having or not. Union occurs within. We unite with our Source. Not with others, with Source. Others are outside. Source is within and from there we and there only can we unite. There is nothing else. Unless you choose to view it that way and operate from that view. Everything is here. Written by Amorandre'a 11/02/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  The beginning of the Ascension is 4D to the level of the Heart Chakra. When you complete your Sol and become a Sun and the Sun raises from the 3D to 4D. After this occurs you become hooked up in your other chakras and complete the12 Dimensional Body that we currently have. So you get hooked up to your I AM Presence and become fully actualized. It takes a bit to fully integrate your 12 Dimensional bodies into your genealogy. You can not move beyond the barrier until you move into the 5D realm. That just means you are grounded to the 5th Dimensional level rather than the 3rd. At this point you are actually a 12th dimensional being. It should be noted that their are higher dimensions which you can access but are not part of your physiology. In order move fully into the 5D you must be fully expressing as a 5D being and be operating at a minimum on 8D or higher principles. In 5D your expression is in full alignment with the fullness of your multidimensional body, your I Am Presence and your Source. Additionally you have integrated your lower bodies. There is no way out of this system without doing your work. Sorry folks no spiritual bypassing. That is it. Don't expect others to dip into your poisoned well. Meaning examine your motives and why you are doing what you are doing. Really it is not just understanding, you have moved beyond them/duality in all ways. For many of you the lesson is not why not to do harm or how your behavior effects others since the other is you in another form, it is not to allow others to override your internal compass. No matter how things look or appear be true to your inner guidance. By all means, make sure your inner compass is your true north and hear others but do not succumb to pressure to abandon inner knowing. In this way all of your chakras will be joined and fulling operating in your I Am Presence.
You are unifying all of chakras. So the first 3 with the heart. The heart with the throat (forming the eighth chakra), the heart with the third eye and the crown with the 3rd eye and throat. Then the upper chakras join with the Eight Chakra, the high heart. Written by Amorandre'a 10/30/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus and I or others question what I write differing aspects move through my being and I move into wider focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  To quote David Icke, "We are in a simulator." This is a false reality where we are fed thoughts and feelings that do not emanate from our Source. We are born somewhat free and then indoctrinated into beliefs that subjugate and control us into a whole other reality and since we are surrounded by beings who believe in that reality and reinforce it over and over we lose ourselves in the program. Once you can see through it, you will be manipulated into believing you have no power. You have been indoctrinated into the belief that the simulator is real since birth. You have been told what to think and feel. Your feelings along with your divinity have been hijacked by beings that are not alive and that have not imagination. Because of what you have been taught everything you think and feel is a distortion. When you get through the distortion, meaning you can see it, you will be hit with millions of programs, nanos, which tell you why you are powerless. Among the main programs, is you have no right to think for yourself, you will be ridiculed, you will not be supported, you are not loved, you are crazy and the world you perceive in your limited outer senses is all there is. You have also been hit with emotions and thoughts to suggest you are crazy. In order to free yourself you will have to go against what everyone around you thinks, when you have been taught you have not value and not to trust yourself since womb. You have to get underneath all your programs and get to your Source. You are not going against anything, nevertheless, everything in the world you know will necessarilly fall away. It is not real. You have to keep going until you are out of the first 7 chakra system get out of the 8th sphere and choose yourself. The chakras will still be there and a part of you but you will have released all the control programs and will not fall to their control anymore unless you choose to return and you will be given plenty of opportunity to do that. The first seven chakras will become part of your energy field. Once you integrate the information of the 12 chakra system you will begin to become magical once again. When you are free of fear and overlaying thought structures that cause doubt which is fear you are there. Don't doubt yourself, feel your feelings until you naturally observe them, change your thoughts, open to transformation of your reality. You might need help and you might not know who to trust. Natural. One thing I found extremely helpful was the ceremony in the Emerald Tablets, Tablet number 6, I believe. Please be careful when doing the ceremony if you choose to do this and follow the instructions coming from pure intent. Once I did this ceremony it took about a year to release the programs and get out of the control programs. It may not take you so long. Prior to this I was under heavy attack all the time. The most important thing is to follow your heart and inner guidance not the outer appearance. You must choose your Souls wisdom over and over. I say this a lot and can not stress it enough. It does not matter whether your perceptions are right or wrong only that you return to yourself. Every time you are having a meltdown it is a program trying to reassert itself into your mind. Once you break through the 7 chakra control programs and enter into the 8th and 9th chakra you are out the control spectrum of the controllers of duality. You will still have things pop up. You are not done yet. You have to wake up and shake off the sleep and get clear and allow higher wisdom to take hold in your genealogy and you have to learn to trust yourself again. Even though all of this has been about trust you have continued to be messed with because you were still in the duality matrix. The false light reality where what glitters is useless and has no value. So it takes some time to realize you are free and to trust that it is really done. The fortunate thing is that you have raised your vibration enough to get actual consistent help when you ask. You still have to get through the brain fog and you will get through it. Also, I just have to say, for most the idea of what unity is, is not what it is. Allow yourself to suspend or fully release your rigid beliefs long enough to consider what is true internally. Sit with it, sit with it, sit with it and the truth will come through. I would also like to say that there are millions of teachers out there who are not teaching you to free yourself. If you are not being given the tools to get yourself free and to self empower, question what you are giving your power to. Most of the New Age Teachers are trapped in the system. You don't need someone who is popular, or dramatic, or self aggrandizing. If you are looking to validate yourself because of a teachers popularity you may be off track. Think about it, go within before making decisions. Written by Amorandre'a 10/18/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus and I or others question what I write differing aspects move through my being and I move into wider focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  Yo Ho! Anyone home? Guess not we all seem to be a mass of opinions and arguments and fighting. There is no one home. There is only duality. Duality and separation is the only sin. It is separation and division from our Source. The Creator of All. There is no right, wrong, good or bad. There is only belief in right, wrong, good or bad. This is the belief in duality. There is no peace in duality. There is no home in duality. There is not wealth in duality. There is no love in duality. There is no Source in duality. There is no truth in duality. The truth is within our hearts. The mind is a tool. Duality separates us from our Source. There is not a better ruler than your heart which is your Source. Arguing is a distraction from what is true. What is true is within your Heart. Go there spend time there. Rise up. Written by Amorandre'a 10/05/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  Just back from Sedona with our first Japanese tour and it was very successful for everyone. I am feeling so grateful. I will post a few pictures soon and maybe a blog about but probably not til the end of the month. We have another group joining in Mt Shasta so at the end of the month I may be able to share more. Love to you all. No matter how it appears you are loved and valued and we are moving forward. I promise. Love you all! photographs by Suzanne Etsuko Kawamura   
I started experiencing a Merkaba hanging around in front of my 3rd eye. Alien, Ascended Master, Higher Self? More on this soon.
Sorry for the cliff hanger. I never really found out who it was and it is not happening anymore although the presence is here. When I go into I can feel it and the presence is so familiar. Is is me, no, an angel, maybe, El Morya, he is here but I am not sure, Is it Tim, I feel hope with this. The presence loves me and in my bubble of safety. There is no mistrust and I am being watched over. So there was work on my heart chakra and third eye and just physical visitation. I do feel the presence of my Twin Flame, Tim, and that is nice because there was a time when he was here with me in physical reality and it was comforting for me as well as for him. Since that time (since his physical death in 1995) I have been integrating the masculine and all timelines and lifetimes for us both and he has fully merged with his I Am Presence and OverSol in the Greater Reality. In many ways I had already done this, meaning I had the OverSol information and was not fully allowed to share it at that time. I did have to re-integrate his Sol experience into my being and my I Am presence but not my OverSol. What I went through after his death was very difficult. I have been through more than I care to say. It has changed me and it became about the work, personally and in the world, and I lost the softness I used to hold. I didn't believe I could recover but I kept working on myself just the same. I suppose the energy of my twin, Tim merged with Morya has brought me back into a personally receptive state as well as my association with El Morya and Mary Magdeline as the OverSol from the Great Central Sun. This foundation is deeper and more integrated and it is easier when faced with self love. He is me and I him and so we are joined in this one Mer Ka Ba and this is just my mind grasping for a meaning. I am not clear on the ins and outs of how this is working. I do know that MM and Morya are working with those going through the first wave of the mass ascension. Those who worked to set up this new reality at the time of Christ are those who are doing the mass Ascension together. There are very many beings who don't understand what is required of them in order to ascend, believing that they decide how it will be and what unity is and being nice is the way. There is no way for them to end duality whilst still in it. It is an individual journey which in this case involves many Sols. Each individual has to complete their work before the group can ascend fully together. The same will be true for the next wave. They can not set up structures in 5D until they are 5D. So many who think they are there are still in 4D and will begin the next wave of intense integration very shortly. I will also say that the first wave may have to refine some of the works we brought in while still in duality. I also am not clear about our final refinement and physical ascension. We have to be here to help and we also need to rest, heal and move into more refined areas. But for now I Am is still of two worlds. I will say more but I hope you can feel this. I may be adding more to this. Forgive me I am very immersed in my work a the moment and will be in Sedona for a tour very shortly so have very little time to share at the moment and I haven't and still don't fully understand this. I simply have to surrender for this as I am birthing and immersed in bringing my Self into the world again. We dreamed this, we laid the foundation, now the walls are coming up and it is a step by step process. The structure will be complete and we will become fully embodied. I have to let it go for now and allow all to unfold with ease and grace and the pain that body is releasing as it transforms. Written by Amorandre'a 09/06/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  Contrary to absolutely everything that has been projected in this world our voice matters and our feelings matter. In fact they are essential. While many systems and beliefs out there find Angels, Ascended Masters and Aliens higher and worthy of our worship or exaltation, I assure you it is far more important to develop yourself. To go within and to discover your own connection to the Divine, to your Source. This is the only way out of the matrix that you are trapped in and it is one belief subconscious and conscious at a time. Each belief has a cord in a chakra with cords going to the other chakras and this forms our belief system and most often our behavior. It is not fun to root out the varying beliefs and removing them at their cpre and there are many healers that don't believe we have to remove them at the source or that paying attention to them gives them power. This can be true. Sometimes we can just hold strong with a new way of thinking or feeling and get an override on a program (belief) that we hold. That being said I don't think it is necessarily effective in changing, updating or re-coding the light body or DNA structure to the new, although over time we may be able to change at our core in this way. And there is always the purity of Love.
We do have to love and accept our creations our beliefs and our programs in order to change them. Actual Creation from the Creator happens in the field of love. This is why forgiveness is important. We literally love everything into being all other programs themselves exist at a level above where love. Meaning the Source of all is love and if we make it to this level we are at the core and can change anything so in this way we can go to our Source and quickly and efficiently make changes. Love unites all things and transforms them. Love is our Source. This is where we go for all. So Bless all the Ascended Masters and "Beings" out there who help us on our way. Your filter what is genuine and real is Love, not love as we think it should be or have been taught it should be or stemming from guilt or obligation, Love that flows through all of Creation. But there is a trick. You have to stay in Love. Speaking of Creation. There is a false light creation. We call it the matrix. The matrix has no power over Love. You want the matrix to transform? Feed it Love. Give it unlimited Source Energy. What can transform will and what can't will disappear. This also applies to yourself. You want to transform? Love yourself and choose yourself. This is not a popular choice everyone will say this person is nice and there is a reason they are acting this way or your conceited or selfish or whatever. Who cares become the good parent, the good lover and the good friend to yourself you never had. Choose yourself. Choosing yourself will keep your world changing and moving forward. Choose yourself. The Sacred Marriage occurs when you choose your Self. How you feel in your Heart, your Source. Believe me when I say this is always the best choice for all concerned. Always, choose your Heart. Choose yourself, Marry your Self, Marry your Source. Love. Here is another Secret. When you Love yourself, you Love and Honor All. When you choose yourself many times, almost always, many people will feel as if you are dissing them but the absolute opposite is true. Because they have an example and the energy is present for them to choose their Self. Not against. Against is not necessary. Take a step, a step forward, a step up, move forward, grow, heal, be happy. Create safety and Love for your Self. Written by Amorandre'a 08/18/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  I don't know why this is a secret. It is ridiculous. It seems to me that everyone on this planet is somehow invested in staying in duality. It makes no sense to me.
The bad guys have to use blood or various other forms of life force to achieve their goals and will have to incur karma if they embody. Some do manage to get around doing harm while doing this. Transfusions, ect... That being said all beings who wish to become enlivened have to access their personal spark, their Starseed, which is in the center of the earth and that means they have to choose to return to Source and update their codes. Everyone who becomes embodied has to weed through every conscious and unconscious belief held in their body, their DNA and the collective in order to get clear and free. Without doing this you can not complete the Flower of Life and become a Sun. which is the beginning of the Ascension process. It is pretty simple really you are just true to your inner knowing above all and don't betray yourself until it completes. Then your Starseed, your personal purpose, is activated. Once you are clear your Sun moves from the belly to the heart in a very natural way. Then you are anointed with the living energy of your Monad. It is all very natural and organic. Many of what we would term good guys seem to be so ego based and addicted to being "high" and better than, that they can not become embodied. In order to preserve their identity or what they perceive as their value they have to heal or help others. Don't get me wrong wanting to help others or actually being service oriented is a good thing if you don't into the trap. If you have to fight against or save anything and anyone who you perceive as "lower" or "bad" you are off track. The truth is fighting against is not ever necessary in unity and high has nothing to do with wisdom or goodness. Fighting against implies a lack of sovereignty and denies your own inner power and you have no right to interfere with another s path as if you know better what is right for them than they do. If you are unwilling to see the value of embodiment and experience, you are in judgement. Blame, shame, guilt and judgement are mental machinations and not real feelings. The reason this is important when manifesting on a physical level should be obvious. We create through our bodies and while your head is on your body, the energy has to move through all the energy centers to manifest physically. Not all, but a large amount of "Light Workers" have an Achilles heel, they try to avoid their own feelings and coding or blame them on others. Know what that means, that is right, not in your body. Which means they are not here. If you are not here where are you creating? That is right, not here. You can't create or become embodied without feelings and proper codes folks. The good guys and the bad guys suffer from the same anomaly. They are elitists. One believing the light is so good and perfect that are going to save others who have no power of their own. The other wanting to live with free will and feeling restricted by these goody two shoes who prevent all form of experience and experimentation. Duality. Both wanting to rid the earth of the other. But really there is nothing wrong with service if it comes from a genuine place and someone is asking and you are not deciding what 'help' means for them. And there is nothing wrong with freedom so long as no harm is being done and you are not violating free will and free will can not have the broad brush in terms of other life that it has in duality. We are just merging two templates of differing thought. It is not that complicated. We just need to grow a pair and call things what they are and get real. We are we. We are in a collective and in that we together create the paradigm we live in and you can individually become conscious and graduate or be unconscious and choose from that basis. Guess what, when you are unconscious you are so easy to use and abuse. No victims here just fear or hate or genuine truth of the moment. You ever want to slap a goody two shoes who is trying to imprison you with their shallow fear? I mean they are not there, not present, not alive. We are here to explore life and being in our bodies. It is irritating to be with judgemental, controlling people. There is no awareness, no understanding and no real intelligence because they are not here, now. No one is home. Alternatively, who wants to live with a blood sucking sociopath? Humans have the best of both worlds if we can just get it together, in my opinion, we need to realize who we are, claim our own personal power and stop exalting everyone and everything. We need to get into our bodies and become sovereign. We know when we are being lied to or when something is not right, we are just to afraid to call it out and we don't want to get involved or ask a simple question. I mean, I get it, people are defensive. But we would rather become enslaved by assholes than risk an uncomfortable moment. Honestly who wants to get involved with these assholes. But folks we do have power and it is inside. Master yourself and your feelings and learn to use it to create your own, not someone else s reality, your own. You don't fight against what is going on you work on your own vibration and you don't sit around like a meek mouse not speaking up when the situation calls for it. Your power is not in your third chakra it is in your throat chakra. Your words. Speak up. Even if you cry or stutter because you have been messed with on your path, speak! Get down to how you really feel and know inside yourself then you can move into personal creation as well as collective. State your intention, hold your vibration, use your feelings and act on your inspiration. At first not much will happen but your beliefs, patterning and fears will arise to show you where you are not clear. All that need to happen is to go deep, no way around it. Just keep going until you turn inside out. You get it? Hold your personal vision and use your power, your feelings to make it real. You want freedom, this is how you get it. You want to be of service, you can, once you gain awareness and understanding of what it means to be embodied and to ground those higher ideas. Otherwise, you don't have a complete understanding of what is going on. There are beings guiding us who are connected to Source of all and that is different since the Source of all has experienced life in all its myriad forms. Know your Source. To me this is the purpose for each one of us at this time. Lots of "Beings" have what they think are benevolent intentions for us but know that most have an agenda of some kind. Some of that is Source based and they still have an Agenda. You really have to weed through everything and go to your own feeling about what is right for you. There is no right/wrong good or bad in terms of what is at your core go there to find out what in your own take of that. It may differ from someone else s Source information even though it is coming from the same Source. That is the beauty we each have our own perspective so you decide. This is how a council works and how a collective works. A differing opinion is great evokes the possibility of greater or just alternative awareness. You are not walking into a safety net of rigid belief. You are free. It is not about anyone else except in how they contributed to the expansion of your consciousness. My advice is to stay away from disembodied beings, light or dark, disembodied equals manipulation and more. So yes there are other civilizations and they have bodies but what is their agenda. Having an agenda is not necessarily non resonant to yours just shift the power to you by taking in what people are offering and deciding what is appropriate for you in this now. Here we are, are we willing to go within and keep going until we hit our own Source? Are we willing to know ourselves, the good, the bad and the ugly? I mean really everyone is so mind controlled and living in a hellish nightmare because they are afraid to stand up for what they see and because they think their Source is outside. I am not talking about listening to news, forming a judgement and becoming a rabid horde. What I mean is being embodied. What I mean is if it happening to you and you are being affected speak up without judgement, listen without forming hate. Listening and speaking are the same thing. If you are addicted to an agenda how can you even know what is going on. Don't you want to know? Get real. Someone wants to build a wall, maybe there is a reason that you can't hear or are unwilling to look at and maybe there isn't. If you can't go within your own body and find your personal truth, your feeling, not your fear, your feeling, then how can you know what is in another persons heart. I mean really, it is not that complicated, we are one. We are already one. It is an internal battle being played our in front of us. Try, speak, don't judge, you are that, period. I can tell you it was not easy to arrive where I am and it was hellish too but not any more hellish than being bought and sold. You don't have to be a slave anymore. Face yourself, walk through your fears. You might look like a bitch or crazy or whatever. So what, who really cares about that in the grand scheme this is just another moment where you can choose to move forward, or not. Just to be clear, we are collective as far as societal influences and concerns and we have individual choice. Once you ascend, at this point you have a choice also. You don't have to stay here. You don't lose your individuality when you ascend and you gain free will and you can create on a much larger scale. You are one with Source and you have free will with a few caveats. Also you don't become, nor are you, a disembodied spirit. If you don't become embodied and complete the ascension, you remain and in a way you are a victim of the matrix. There is no way around becoming embodied, to my view, and you have to have a Sol and Ascend and then you become actualized. This is our opportunity. We went through all of this so we can choose Source, so we can choose to be of Service, so can choose Love. Or maybe not, maybe we chose differently. You have that choice. The Harvest, the re-Union choice point is here. Can we open up to what is actually happening and not get caught up in the glamour. Dis embodied spirits are not wiser than us and don't have control unless we give them control. There is a higher power who does care and there is a system to help us graduate, to help us ascend to the next level. An actual ascended master is a good bet for help because they have gone through this. Just make sure about who you are getting your information from. It is hard to know what is real with the swirling hurricane going on around us but we can get real, form or own opinions and continue to move into the eye of the storm. Written by Amorandre'a 07/21/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus and I or others question what I write differing aspects move through my being and I move into wider focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  So here we are. Honestly, all this stuff I am currently experiencing I have been through and integrated on my spiritual path before, so I find it interesting that I am recounting the process in a few year period. Then again, we have these cycles and they keep getting closer and closer together until time collapses creating a quantum field much like the black sun. Da, da, da, daaaa! Okay, here we are. I have been working with the Ankh for a few years now. Learning curve. No one tells you how it works or what it does and this has been true for the whole process, at least for me. I guess this way of sharing without knowing what is happening may be valuable to some. I just kind of forget everything I know and do it again. Fun and games with Dick and Jane. So, one last time, here we are. We have been playing with the Ankh, charging our light body, creating a fractal field in our bodies, reprogramming in accordance with our Sol/Sun and getting rid of grief and sorrow. We have been getting our Colors from our experiences and now the Sun locks into heart and throat and greater heart forming a kind of diamond in a shade of aqua and there are other colors here. It forms a light cross and is the center of the light body. The other thing is I had many Ascended Masters with me helping me through this process, most notable, El Moyra, and the other other theosophist encouragers, Djwal Khul and Koot Humi. Also, MM, Mary Magdeline but she has always been near. Babaji, brought El Morya to me, as I kind of don't trust other entities after being in duality so long, and he had to prove himself to me. Morya is the main one helping up the ladder to the next level here and he is stabilizing my world in a concrete way. Making it possible for me to be here and be safe and have what I need. Kind of a nuts and bolts guy and very real and focused. He says I am a magic woman as he watches me work with lower thought forms, energies and manifestations. I like that. Recognition with no ego stroking and respect for what I have achieved. It is an actual getting know each other process and oddly he is learning from me and I from him. I confess that I am not completely clear as to his intention in our relationship and I am not sure if this is an overlay from being in duality or if this is some kind of partnership? It is very intimate emotionally, personally, and not invasive. So confusion is a continuing theme here and I don't create a fantasy about our relationship, lets be real, he is etheric. That being said there is a familiarity similar to what was experienced in duality and not just my feelings but his. It is all kind of new and not. I question, "Am I feeling this connection because I have always craved the kind of stability he offers?" I have to be sure there is no manipulation happening. But he doesn't seem to want anything from me, at least not anything inappropriate. No control being projected. He has curiosity about how I accomplished what I have accomplished? He does watch when I do my work? Things are different with this guide. He is tangible and present almost physically present. Communication is different. They can not lower their vibration in some ways and I am aware that everything is not being shared with me. I do want to trust but lets' be real, it is best to come to trust through process rather than jump in not knowing who I am trusting. Life is a progressive experience moment by moment. It is also all happening simultaneously so somewhere I already trust even though I have f'd up in the past. In duality my ex-husband physically and energetically resembled El Morya. Interesting. Did I chose him because of this obvious over the top connection. I never really got into the whole Ascended Master thing although they have showed up from time to time and they are here always in some way. Now I am in the Azure World of my heart. It is watery here, fluid. I am home. I am in another world and nothing is the same. I am sure this makes sense to only a few and that is the way it is at least for now. I am fluid. I am an azure color and it is my color. I apologize for any incoherence as things are becoming inexpressible. I don't think I can even begin to appear normal again. I am in Darjeeling above the clouds and the retreat is grounding. We are here. We have arrived. We have bridged the worlds. The temple is here now in this world, the old world is gone. The temple is here within me and upon the Earth. Information is increasing a lot more to integrate at this new level. I can't help but be hopeful for what is next and am craving simple things. My body is old now. I have aged these last few years and there has been a mental strain as well as physical. I crave the connection of a lover, of long walks, healing, belonging, kindness, warmth and light cool breezes, blue and white flowers, wonderful cool water, wonderful abundant fabric, marble to walk upon and simplicity. Written by Amorandre'a 07/09/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit to the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  Creation does not happen in duality. It does happen in the lower dimensions and must brought into the 4th and 5th dimension through love. Love is the vibration of all creation in 5D. Love. We are in 5D folks.
Also, don't worry about all the little things that are wrong in your body. You have a new body, a plasma light body. Cool Beans! Well someday soon it will be. The main thing is to keep raising your frequency and to be in love, love, love. Love is the key. Love is the way. Love is vibration. And it is the vehicle from the Hu-man side for ascension of all aspects of your life, your emotions and your body. You have to vibrate to a certain level and then our helpers in the higher realms can lower their vibration to a certain level and raise you up to the next level. You drop the third dimensional body and move into the higher dimensional level which you prepared whilst building your light body. Kind of, ....you are building a resonance which makes everything infinitely easier for you. Okay, there are 3 Suns. The first Sun is shiny black in your belly and it is the stuff that all form is made from. In this case your body. The second sun is yellow and it is in the earth until after you retrieve your Starseed and retrieve all aspects of your sol. This forms a flower of life in the belly that becomes the second Sun. The third Sun is a Blue Sun and it is your Monad which is outside the matrix in the 8th and 9th dimension. This energy can not rest below the 4th dimension, (in truth it is really not resting at the 4th either) the heart chakra and will eventually contain your entire body and auric field. When you complete your Sol/Sun in your belly the Sun moves around and cleanses any imbalance in the chakras. When you are clear it will naturally raise to the heart chakra. Your job at this point is to stay in the vibration of love. So when your Sol is resting in the heart and you bring the Blue Sun down you can no longer be affected by the matrix unless you lower your vibration or have not mastered something and already raised it to the vibration of love and gratitude. It does take a while to stabilize everything and be in a constant vibration of love and gratitude. The other thing is you are no longer in the matrix but you share a field and you are not anchored in the 5th Dimension yet. You are in 4D but you traveled there when you cleansed and moved through the 7th chakra and into the 8th, the high heart. And you will be releasing grief, sorrow and fear for a while plus functioning requires some interaction with beings who are not there yet. Don't worry. Be happy you are sorting through programs still and I have to say it is much easier from here than it was in the matrix. The thought of life in the matrix still causes me to squeeze the pain out of my body. It is my deep desire to help free people and also not to risk in any way a fall. I don't want to go back. The pain is still fresh and I am not fully healed and won't be until my vibration is completely clear. It should be noted that the ascension can not occur unless the high heart has been activated. This is another chakra which occurs between the heart and throat chakra and is usually activated once you become congruent in the expression of your purpose. Though the chakra is between the heart and throat it is really 8th dimensional. Meaning you begin to operate from Unity Consciousness, your Monad, and your full multidimensionality. Awesome right? Well, it is a good start. You access your first 7 chakras from 8D so the control programs are going with your awareness and direction and you are sort of waking up to this being so. So many levels of awareness and upgrade. Of course this was going on before the transfiguration but this is more of an awakening. You are moving into enlightenment beyond the matrix and from a unity 8 and 9D perspective. So it is preparation but not completion. At this level we are enabled to receive physical assistance with Ascension and to help us move into our plasma bodies permanently and become eternal live beings. I have an awareness of this happening slowly but not a complete understanding. Once you have completed your Sol and merged with the black Sun in the belly. You have the beginning component for creation on the physical level. There is more to it. The black sun that is the part of genealogy that is the substance from which all is created on a physical level. The yellow sun contains the will or structure, the devic level of creation. The devics are the architects the programs we choose as we continue forward. They have the plans. The black sun is the energy from which all is created in the natural world, 3D. Nothing wrong with 3D at all. Duality is the programmed matrix we are trying to exit not 3D. Duality mostly exists in 4D. Nothing wrong with 4D except that it is where our energy is siphoned through fear programs. So the age of Aquarius is an Astrological phenomenon. Is 5D, 8D? Not Sure yet. The Blue Sun is definitely a love vibe and there are definitely beings and energies that can not exist in this field. Period. Oddly, I have been programming peace to calm the loud and imbalanced energies in the area that I live and it as if those most afflicted are falling before me. As if they realize that I am responsible for their fate on some level. The lowest vibrational energies are offering peace signs to me and basically asking to continue. They can not hold the lower vibrations in my field. I will not allow it. All must evolve. And though it is painful for me the energies in me that still exist must also evolve. So another painful death. This vibration can not exist where I am now so I expect it will disappear in my reality. It is like you create this vibration and watch the old die and people who were unkind or unbalanced change right in front of you. You are forgiving everything and raising it up over and over and your vibration becomes pure love and you are fully aware at the same time. Love is a vibration. Love is not always sweet sweet nice nice. I am not that. Conversely, most thoughts that are not Loving are programs. Most of the process of regaining all aspects of your Sol back involves the raising of your soul from fear to love. This is why when the Sol completes it becomes lighter than a feather and raises to heart chakra and higher so then you clear the rest of the imbalances and establish yourself fully in the vibration of love. Because at this point you are in touch with your Monad, the Blue Sun centers in the heart chakra. Once you can maintain the three Suns at the level of the Heart, the next step occurs. I can't quite explain this yet. There is a lot happening in my body and some of it is gorgeous and the rest is painful. When rest is needed, rest is what must happen. When you need healing work on yourself. Release everything. There is nothing more important than the love you moving into. The body that you are moving into can sustain eternal life. This is where the Ankh comes in. So if we are dropping the body and morphing into the next body why did we have to ground into 3D or at least carry our consciousness through 3D? Who knows? I am still confused about some aspects of this but I suspect no one who actually goes through this process will leave it without a Sol, without hooking up to the Source of All. Those with ill intent are mostly Sol-less. Secondly, the earth is becoming a star and we are literally part of this. Written by Amorandre'a 06/29/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit to the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.  In the Living Library that is the Earth there is nothing that is not that. This is sublime. This is saliva inducing, heart expanding, love inspiring, impossible gratitude. Within the Living Libraryexists the spark, the starseed, of every living 'being'. Oh sure there are all those beings out there attached to being "special" and here to save all of us lost sols but the jokes on them. There is not superiority here. There can not be superiority. We have been building the foundation, the building of something that can only be known by engaging in life, in what is alive. By choosing life, by choosing our own Sol until our sol is fully in tact. This is the Heart of the matter. We are each a thread in page and some of us a page. What can we learn? What can we be now that the library is complete? Now that we are free of the matrix which taught us how to live in peace and harmony, to crave it until nothing else will do. Oh yes, one who has walked this journey and retrieved all of the pieces of themselves has, beyond a shadow of doubt, proved themselves worthy of this gift. This is the beginning of the process of Ascension 1. You will learn to Source yourself in all things from Source. From the wisdom of the heart rather than the head or emotions. 2. You will master your thoughts and emotions. The feelings are in the heart. The Emotions are in the second and third chakra. 3. You will retrieve your Star Seed, your Spark from the Creator which contains your original purpose in this realm which re-codes your DNA to your Ascended Light Body. This begins your journey 3. When your Sol is complete, when you have completed the Flower of Life in the belly. You become a Sun/Son. 4. When you are clear the Sun will raise into your heart and you will release grief and sorrow. It will also raise through the 5th, 6th and 7th chakras and cleanse the light body. It will go anywhere directed in the body and reveal and heal any imbalance. 5. You will develop your light body and merge with the kundalini energy within a safe container and begin to build the light body in the physical body and merge with the plasma light body. 6. You will learn to be a responsible creator god and transcend all duality and merge with your monad whilst maintaining your individual gifts and light body. More to come. This happens in the living library. Here in this special, special place, our home, Earth and we are a book in that library and this is how humans move from the matrix to the Living Library that is our Earth. This is for you Junko as you asked and to share regarding mystery school teachings in a basic form. Written by Amorandre'a 06/22/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit to the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading. |
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