 Lets just say that my motivation is to feel good, to be the fullness of who I Am and to be in alignment with my purpose. I am propelled forward by my deep need for love and companionship with my authentic self. This is what propels me. It is not to be right or righteous. I just want to be me and be loved and supported and nurtured. Is that selfish? Is that service to self. Why yes, yes it is. I Am not alive when I exist only in my mind. I Am not manifest when I am in my mind. The second I came into this body is the moment that I Am was born. My original purpose was to be born through the genealogy, the program, I came into. I had to learn to be in the program, to see the program and transcend that which prevented I Am from being in the fullness of I Am. This world did not nurture me or love me or support me as I Am. This world shunned me and told me I was crazy and to keep my mouth shut and to pretend that I was not hurt by that. I tried to understand your point of view but it just couldn't be done. I awakened. I didn't know how to get free but I was led step by step having to walk blindly out of the abyss and still I live in the flow of a drippy faucet that is only occasionally turned up and I have to work on it all the time and like everyone else I want to get my needs met. This is my motivation. The only difference between me and most others is that I realize my needs can only be met by being Source. The wave of the collective here is on the edge of the shore and is not clear. I long for the sea to carry me, to hold me and to love me and yet I am conscious. I am aware and if I allow the Sea to carry me I will dissolve and become it.
I had a dream that I was living in a house high on the cliffs above the sea. The house was comfortable but there was no way to get to the Sea from it. There was a small apartment attached to the house that my Sister (not sure) lived in and I saw her at the base of the cliff. I went into the apartment which was empty, except a mouse and a mousetrap. The mouse which in my mind represented thoughts and beliefs from the nefarium walked willingly into the trap with no fear. The door to the outside was through the floor and you had to drop down to get out and I wondered how you would get back in. I thought that it would be difficult to come in and out that door especially if you carried anything and that I would find it difficult to live there. The only way to the sea was through the door in the floor and then there was only Sea. I awoke. Written by Amorandre'a 11/06/18. Do not use in part or whole without credit and permission from the author and a link to this website lillithlives.org . If you would like to subscribe please write me at lillithlives@gmail.com and leave your email information and please share with your friends who you think will enjoy. Many of the blogs are updated after being published this is just how my process works as things evolve and come into focus. Sessions are available to assist through the process of Ascension, Self Mastery and the Sacred Marriage just hit the Menu button and select Ascension System for more information. Should you find what I am offering valuable and feel inspired to donate it may be done through Pay Pal Send Money Online. Just google pay pal send money online and follow the links. It is secure and easy. dolphinheart144@gmail.com is the where the payment goes to. Thanks for reading.
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