The Desert

           The beginning of the physical ascension is intense and confusing.  Because we are going through this process kind of slowly and transcending the coding that is in the DNA, we are dealing with the past.  Meaning the DNA reflects our past programming so we are subject to our programming on one level and on another we are not.  We are reprogramming the coding held in the DNA.  I will attempt to make this clear.  Because ascension is literal movement from one level to the next.  We are not moving into the 4th dimension.  We are moving from the 3rd and 4th dimension to the 5th dimension.  The current 4th dimensional coding is being emptied out and updated with 5th dimensional coding.  We are literally increasing the physical vibrational level in the 1st, 2nd, 3rd and 4th chakra and raising it to the 5th dimensional level. 

         In order to understand this we need to become aware that our bodies have not been fully operational since Lilith was thrown out of the Garden and Adam was dumbed down.  Have you ever seen the Caduceus?  Well that is the way energy is supposed to move in our bodies when they are healthy.  Energy is the life force and carrier of information between our source and physical reality, our planet.  In order to prevent Hu-mans from becoming actualized and uncontrollable Adam was put into a deep sleep and a break in the Caduceus energy occurred between the 3rd and 4th chakra in a rib.  This is often called the Rainbow bridge.  Is this the rib through which the genetic material to create Eve was obtained?  Dual purpose genetic manipulation. 

           Meanwhile, Lilith still had it all goin' on.  She refused to play.  She and Enki lobbied for a way for Hu-mans to become actualized.  The Tree of Life was introduced into the Garden along with the Caduceus so Hu-mans had a 3rd choice other than good and evil, Ascension.  Lilith is of the Serpent line and is represented by the Caduceus and the Ankh, Healing, Death and Resurrection.  The death of uninitiated knowledge to that of actual experience and wisdom.  Life is confusing.  Who are the good guys and the bad guys and who is telling the truth?  What is a Hu-man?  Well Hu is the supposedly the sound of God, vibration, creation.  I have heard a lot of stories about why these guys were allowed to disconnect our genealogy from Source and the only explanation that makes sense, although it can sound trite, is that we had to evolve to ground this information rather than just have it.  We have to ground it into physical reality otherwise it really has no meaning.  Bottom line  Lilith was allowed to have the Tree of Life in the Garden and to inform initiates on the path.  She had that right the same as any of the Annunaki so she was recognized as one of them.  These guys had to be answering to someone on some level but they were allowed to produce genetic slaves. 

          So we have the the good, the bad duality scenario and then we have the resolution through ascension.  Non of this explains why any being would be allowed to disconnect any other being from being able to access Source.  Have we all really agreed to all this?  Well I guess they see us as their creation and therefore they or least some of them feel they have dominion over us.  It may seem I am getting off subject.  Don't worry.  I will reign it all in.  I just want to bring as much back through the veils as I am allowed so that you understand the background.  It helps to know what decisions to make as at times we are blind in this process.  There are things that are simply not appropriate for us to know until we demonstrate certain levels of awareness and responsibility.

          Hu-mans have the spark of the Source all and we can't really be owned and we can change our minds and our agreements.  Period.  So we have the Ascension System available to us in which we choose to fully restore our Source Codes until we complete our Sol.  Get a Sol.  Get a Soul.  We may be in a vehicle that has been genetically manipulated but we still have free will and can unhook from the matrix.  Deal is we have to choose Source at each turn.

          Back to the break in the Rainbow Bridge between the 3rd and 4th dimension or 3rd and 4th chakra. in the DNA spirals in our body so we have not been able to receive the coding from the earth in the upper chakras or the coding from the sun in the lower chakras.  The only way I know to repair the rainbow bridge is through a full kundalini experience.  When this happens our coding is updated and we are able to ascend and descend light through all of the chakras.  If the energy (light) does not reach the lower chakras we are limited in our feeling to a fear based reality and easily controlled.  If we are unable to share the awareness from physical reality with upper chakras we will lose our compassion and ability feel our connectedness with our world and and others and deify and elevate ourselves and our beliefs above others, we judge.  The 4th dimension is represented in our bodies by the heart chakra.  Once the rainbow bridge was breached the astral plane was able to anchor in the heart chakra of humans.  Our higher consciousness could not move into the lower chakras we were able to easily be manipulated into believing in what existed in the astral false light reality which are based on fear and judgement.  At the beginning of ascension after the transfiguration when the sol moves from the 3rd to the 4th chakra there may still be some fear and patterning to clear from the 3rd chakra which may cause some more distortion in the 4th chakra.  The 4th chakra has to be clear of distortion for the process to begin.  So most of us may have to go back in and do some more clearing on the physical level and again in the heart chakra.  Because I still held some fear around support I experienced some physical symptoms which caused distortion in the heart chakra and there were several attempts to manipulate a fall in sleep state.  So I still had some challenges to get through and in my head it didn't make sense that I could be falling back in this way after the transfiguration event I went through.  At this moment I still don't completely understand except you are still in the process of transfiguration, death and can see signs of resurrection.  I would say  remain diligent with your thoughts, feelings, and choices.

          Once the rainbow bridge is repaired we begin heal the separation that has occurred through fear and judgement and stories in all of their subtleties.  At some point they get emptied out enough for the heart to be light as a feather and the soul has been restored into a Sun, a full flower of life in the belly.  At that point the 4th dimensional field kind of collapses and the sun sources from from the former location of the falselight reality.   begins to disappear.  It is not that the heart chakra stops existing, it becomes a portal, a bridge for the upper and lower dimensions in the body.  Before physical ascension can occur you have already had many mystical experiences and grounded them into physical reality.  Additionally, You have integrated the masculine and feminine in the sacred marriage, you have gathered all of your soul pieces and become a sun, you have demonstrated mastery over your conscious and unconscious thoughts and feelings, your high heart has been activated and your coding has been activated through a full on kundalini experience among other things. 

          No one is moving into the 4th dimension as part of ascension and no one is simply accessing higher dimensional realities.  At the beginning of awakening you may access higher dimensional realities but without grounding the energies and information it is simply mental masturbation and self inflation is a likelihood.  You may also find yourself identifying with the 4th false light reality which is not living.  There may be a 4th dimensional level or harmonic I just am not aware of it in a way that I am ready to share.  I have to say I still perceptually challenged and that the picture is evolving. Back to the subject, in my experience, when you challenge the false reality it will rail against you.  It will try to extinguish your light and your knowing and it will through all means possible seek to discredit you.  You threaten its existence and more your "Presence" reveals what is there and what those who live there want to hide.  There is no way for you to avoid facing yourself and the others in 4th dimensional falselight reality.  You may think you are showing them love when you try to help them and you may guided to offer assistance but do not delude yourself into thinking there will be an authentic exchange.  At some point they may understand and as you move along you will also understand more but remember you are walking through the Shadow of Death land.  There is nothing and no one here and you will not know who travels with you until you leave that place behind.  So maybe you have no friends or very few, you have your Source.  As Mark once said "What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul?".  Once you have regained your soul there is a bit left of the falselight.  Don't cling to it or the beings there at the high side they are passes through and rising up as you are.  Popularity is not the goal.  Money is not the goal.  Success is different then what most cling to.  Authenticity is the only way through.  Embrace yourself and let everything else fall away.  Your Source knows you.  Your Source knows what you need.  Try to remain in communion with your Source.  Not what you think in your head Source is.  Commune with Source without expectation and allow the truth to shine through.  Stay in this place of observation until you know the truth, until you embody the truth.  Sometimes it won't be comfortable.  That is life.  That is living life.  It ain't pretty but it is beautiful and once you are through this, you will build on a solid foundation.  Source is the foundation and when nothing is left of the falselight you will be reborn.

          Enough to contemplate for now. 



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