The Usurper or the Creator?

                  In the current system of duality there is a 7 chakra system in the body or density.  The Divine Blueprint is actually a 12 or 13 chakra system, depending on our perspective.  Within the Divine Blueprint we are joining 2 spirals.  Heaven and Earth, Elemental in Spiritual, Male and Female, Seraphim and Elohim, and so on.  There is also the false light of the usurper.  The usurper is an unnatural, outside our being influencer.  I am being careful with my words here so as not give any energy or give validity.  The usurper has no energy of its own and therefore imitates actual achievement and inner growth with outer hollow reward.  The usurper invalidates and undermines our natural authority, our inner compass, in order to equate our innate knowing with mental and emotional weakness and illness.  Since the usurper is actually outside our reality, its influence can only be expressed through outside influences.  The usurper needs our belief and participation in order to exist.  The usurper only exists to the degree that those with Souls participate and believe in it (give it energy).  In a sense we give it our Sol, our light, bit by bit and piece by piece.  The usurper has an un-manifest false light, second hand source reality through which it seeks to become manifest and also to feed off in a manner of speaking.  This is duality.  Duality that we participate in creates distraction as to who we are and creates energy for the usurper and makes its realm seem real.

         Everything  is real until it is not.  You have to extricate yourself, your soul, your mind, your body, your reality, the people who effect your reality.  Choice by choice, feeling by feeling, thought by thought you recreate the world.  Did you experience what you experienced?  Yes, your soul had an experience.  That is the hard part.  In duality we are victims.  You have to let that go, forgive, and rise above it.  So have to accept what happened and let go of the story.  Acceptance allows for us to reach a kind zero point through which another vibration can enter.  You are giving up the story of your life so this body can die and you can move into the next body which is living light not false light.  That means you no longer give any energy to stories created by the false light influences.

              There are many systems of enlightenment through the initiatory path that exist all over the planet and of which we have evidence of in the past.   The usurper uses initiation in an outside form rather than an inner connected form.  This has nothing to do with the 2 spirals that we are joining.  However, it will imitate whatever it can use for its own benefit and to trap us into separation.  One of the reasons for this is that the usurper can only influence those with Souls/Sols within the 7 chakra system.  This is because when access the 8th and higher chakras we are within the sphere of our Source.  Once we hit the 8th chakra and clear it.  The usurper can not effect us on that level.  To the degree we still have distortions in our field we may be affected.  Many of the systems that have been set up in our reality are based on imitation in order to keep us focused on outside accomplishment rather than inner attainment.  These outer initiations mock or mimic actual initiatory process.  In the Sumerian texts we have Lamech and Enoch both in the line of Cain and also in the line of Seth.  I am not implying that the line of Cain is the usurper.  Just so you know, any story can be used or manipulated by the usurper.  The stories become confusing and in some instances are used in later texts to exert the agenda of the beings who created religions. Another example of a false initiation is in my blog entitled Hashish and Poppies for another.  You can also look back at many civilizations which started off as benevolent and later descended into vampiric immitations such as Egyt with Amun Ra vs. beings such as Osiris/Isis which is based in actual achievement.  Each action we take to source ourselves from outside requires us to vacate our Souls and leaves our Sols, our light be used by whoever has the knowledge to use it.  They will tell you that you can sell your Sol and in a way that is true, but you can always get it back.  You are at choice and your sol is yours.  It can't ever belong to anyone other than you.  You can fragment yourself through belief in something outside of you and when the belief dissolves your Sol returns.  All those things out there like Sol retrieval have to do with retrieving the pieces of our Sol, our light back.  What is missing from Sol retrieval is the wisdom teaching of what caused us to give it up to begin with.   Your soul was never really gone of course except in the illusion of separation.  You can always retrieve your soul, always.  It is just a story.  If you believe in the story you will have energy in it and if you have enough energy the story will continue in your world.

           We have to extricate ourselves from our false beliefs that allowed us to give up our light, our Soul fragments.   There is a reason why we live in a reality that is so trauma based.  If the trauma is there we are going to touch the wound every time we try to retrieve the light we lost when the trauma occurred and no one really wants to do that.  The reason people freak out when faced with truths that require us to go into the wound and not just extract our light but unravel the fear or belief which has held it in place.  Many times we will have developed many layers of behavior that protects us from having to re-experience the trauma.  Many times we don't have memory of what occurred because it is in the DNA of the family we are born into.  That does not release us from the responsibility of Re-Union.  We can not get away from needing Conscious Awareness.  As I indicated earlier, we need both our upper and lower chakras and we need our Souls in order to move beyond and also integrate the 7 chakra system within the larger chakra system and beyond. 

          All those who think that they are immune because you are accessing the higher chakras, maybe your 5th, 6th or 7th chakra is open to some degree, and you are getting information from the higher realms. you are not immune to the lower realms.  The deal is you are being intellectual and maybe loving but only from a rule oriented point of view.  People are easily controlled through rules.  Right, wrong, good and bad are a trap of duality which is the realm of the usurper false light experience.  You need your Soul to actually ascend and integrate I AM presence.  Knowledge is not wisdom, you can't integrate your soul without integrating your sol.  Anyone who tells you can is in an illusion.  The usurper needs your light in order to exist and if you are not doing your work, you are vulnerable to simply giving your Self away because you believe the lie.  Life Force is within.  Yes we move it out into the world through our creations but don't become attached to the creations as the source of our Life Force.  When it no longer serves don't grasp and hold onto what is obviously no longer you.  Everything that is ALIVE is evolving and fluid.  What you physically create is a Sand Painting.  If you don't fully let go there is no space for the next evolution. 

          If you want it to be better and you are still hanging on to the old belief because you can't see how it will happen there is no space the new and you will keep experiencing the same thing.  You have to allow yourself to be fluid.  The only unknown is how change will happen.  The source of most of our fear is that if we can't see how it will happen we don't think it can.  The how is the magic within your 'being', literally.  Letting go is letting go of the how.  The how in phsycal reality is the realm of Devics in Nature, thoughts, intention and energy.  Creation, the 12th dimensional, on your body the 12th chakra, aspect of your Divine (divine=devic=DNA+lifeforce=Creator) + I AM= Creator god.  Seraphim=Divine Creator.  El=Life Force.  This is the Nature of Reality. This is where nature creates reality, physical and otherwise. 

          When you set an intention your fears and beliefs will come up for you to decide whether to move forward or not.  You know when you are changing because the fear moves from the heart to the belly  and it is no longer attached to anything so you feel nervous and your tummy may turn a little.  This is  process of burning out the belief.  The other thing that may happen is more along the line of cleansing feeling from you body.  In this case you may just start breathing deeply and clearing your heart chakra of pain, fear, grief or sorrow.  You are getting  back all the energy you gave to your usurper belief.  You may stop and mourn all that was not because of the belief or because you did not see the truth.  That is fine but let it be only a moment of insight.  Tears are meant to wash away what is not meant to be.  Don't keep running a belief that you are inadequate in some way.  You just had an experience through which you learned.  The falselight belief will tell you that if it does not stay and become rigid it is not real and I guess that is true from thep point of view of the usurper.  Reality is not solid, in reality, in the real world.  In the false light it is solid.  The usurper of your consciousness and Sol has no light of its own but it will tell you it is god.  This is an imitation of our Source based reality in which we are actually one with our Source and the Creator within us.  The usurper pretends to be god or source by imitating what we can do as the God we are or by imitating the true initiatory path.  Magic can be performed by usurping our light and using it for its own purpose or by blood sacrifice or creating energy through fear or terror.  E-motion.  Energy in motion.  We are only beginning to regain knowledge and enough mastery to be true creators again.  The usurper understands how this all works and works to keep us disconnected and ignorant.  The monetary system keeps us busy chasing after currency rather than Real-izing our abundant natural state.  When you get out of all the stories and the emotion attached to the stories and hit zero point with energy and intention and belief and accept what is in that in this moment you will create.  Fusion.  The idea is not to just do this with things but to ascend and do this with your body raising the vibration in the body.  Ascension.  Moving into the light body and becoming immortal and enlivened.  Here we go.

          We are joining with our god self through integration of the upper chakras and reunion with our monad, often called over soul or El.  The usurper gives us a sparkly vision of reality outside of us.  The Source fulfills our every dream through the light and love of who we actually are.  When we become enlightened we are actualized with Source Love and Light.  We become that which we are and we create at will in a balanced way because we are Source.  The false light usurper steals our energy and our light for its own purpose and it uses our unwillingness to go within to do it.

              Do not get trapped into believing you are bad or good for that matter.  The usurper uses guilt, shame, judgment and guilt as a barrier to your light.  Similarly, believing in your exaltation on any level, believing that what you think or feel is better than anyone else s thoughts or feelings blocks physical and emotional evolution.  In duality you are right, wrong, good or bad.  You gotta get to zero, to neutral, and then you can in Form your Re Al ity.  In 'Real Life' you are experiencing.  You are alive.  You are having an experience.  When the energy stops flowing you are avoiding life.  Is it wrong to steal or rape or kill?  How far from your Source and from your light do you have to be to do something like that or what are you as a soul learning and are all of the souls choosing this?  Safe to say that you are not consciously  operating from your Sol if you are doing this in most cases.  You can't actually know who you are and harm another Sol.   You just would never do it for many reasons but mostly because you wouldn't.  So lets just say we all need to forgive ourselves in order to retrieve our Souls.  Yell and scream all you want.  We all deserve to live in a safe world where these behaviors don't exist but you do that through your own evolution and releasing the shame, blame, guilt and judgment within you.  Not by projecting it onto others and locking them in their guilt shame blame or judgment.  You are trapping yourself and them by believing in the power of these beliefs.  Should we take them off the street?  Well that is another subject and not part of my subject matter at this time.  So I don't want to get sidetracked.

       You may think that I am expressing duality when speaking about going within instead of outside or the usurper vs self development.  Honestly the usurper is not real.  The usurper does not exist except by our participation in its story and its story can only exist in a disconnected thought.  It is not alive.  It can not live on its own.  The usurper can only exist by our light and agreement to belief in its rhetoric.   It has no life on its own.  We can see examples of Sol evolution based societies and factions throughout our antediluvian past and in some cases today.  We can also see when the beliefs of usurper have been introduced into those societies or factions.  Whenever a society turns from the inner actualization and Sol evolution we see the introduction of things like blood sacrifice, of suffering, war and of hierarchy.  This is the influence of the usurper.  It is not real.  These are actions by us based only on beliefs expressed by the usurper.  Lets give an example.  In the story of the garden and Adam and Eve we have the Tree of Life which is guarded by a Serpent.  So we have the Seraphim in the garden in the Tree of Life.  The Seraphim are nature based elemental spirits who contain the wisdom of Union and Sol retrieval.  The Seraphim, the Serpent guards the secrets of the initiatory path and our evolution out of duality.  It is not true that the Serpent line, the Seraphim require any kind of Sacrifice or Worship.  It ridiculous to believe that since they are embodied Spirit.  Spirit is Source.  They can create anything that is aligned with Source, with Love.  They don't need nor want worship or Sacrifice.  Only the usurper needs your energy and light.    Seriously, get real.  However, they are subject to the usurper beliefs in the same way we are.

           The branches in the Tree of Life stretch into the sky, the domain of Gods, the Elohim.  In the garden, the Tree of Life later becomes the tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.  This is the introduction of duality through the belief that Good and Evil exist.  The only way that it can exist is through the building blocks of belief.  The foundation is Guilt, Blame, Shame and Judgment.  The walls are beliefs.  Religion.   Good and evil only exist in the usurpers version of the garden which is not real it is only a belief.  The whole reality is only belief.  The only place where there is good, bad, right or wrong is in belief which is not real and does not exist.  It is just a story.   A story which appears to come from a god? who needs a lot of validation and energy.  A god who has not Source light, life force, electrical energy of its own.  It could be Enlil or Marduk or Baal or someone else but they have no energy of their own.

          Wow, what you are saying is all this is just a story.  The killing, rape, death, infanticide and all the horror of this reality is not real.  Are you saying we are not having this experience?  Are you saying we shouldn't fight evil?  Should we just allow all this to go on.  The experience is real but you can only have it in a false world.  Duality is not real.  I am saying that you make it real by participating in it and you have an opportunity to change that if you would like to change it.  Yes, to get out of the story you have to extricate yourself from the story.  Well breathe whether you believe me or not. If you are in duality you have to choose to move from it if you don't want to be in it.  If you are in duality, you might hate me for what I am saying because you may be invested in being a victim.  You are not a victim.  Have things happened?  Are things still happening?  Am I telling you to hold a blind eye, to have no compassion or love for the suffering of others?  No, I am not saying that.  I am saying that you have to extricate yourself, not others, from the story before you can help others extricate themselves.  I am not saying you should not participate in service to others.  Am I saying we should not try to stop atrocities?  No, do as your Soul guides you to do.  If you do that, you will find your way.  One is not exclusive to the other.  Be true to yourself, to your heart, not your pain, not your sorrow, not your fear and not your judgment, your heart.  I am only pointing the way to freedom from a false light experience.  Your Sol can not really be separated from source but you can cause your Sol to suffer separation by believing in what is not true.  It is only the belief in separation that can cause suffering.  Remember we are not just light beings, we are Sound.  We have a sound frequency.  If you believe God or Source or anyone who has a Sol is hurting you what is your frequency and to whom have you given your power?  What do you believe.  Can pain happen in union with the divine, with Source?  Only momentarily.  We have feeling and experience which contribute to our frequency.  If an aspect of yourself is trapped in duality it effects your frequency.  Vibrate love, connection wisdom.  Don't be afraid to express who you are.  Take it step by step until you are free.

          Why not just kill yourself?  Well you got to retrieve your soul to move out of this reality.  It will feel like a death every time you reject duality and until you ascend it will be a the part of your experience.  You are dying to what you have known but each time you pop through you will be more yourself.  It is unnecessary for you to experience the pain and suffering you are experiencing and that goes for all the others

           Are your walls falling down?  If so, breathe, just keep breathing until you experience re-Union with your Soul.  All that you have ever done in the false world is not real.  It was just a belief.  What holds the false world together?  Belief.  Your belief.  What are the cornerstones of the falselight reality?  Guilt, Blame, Shame and Judgment.  What is the foundation of the falselight belief in Right, wrong, good or bad.  Let the walls fall.  Release your Sol, your light, become who you are, who you have always been.  God in form.  Actualized Light.  Let go.  It is a sand painting.  It may be pretty but it is not real.  Let go.  Fall.  Breath.  Live Again in Light and Love.  Live again in union.  I don't know how many people will be able to move beyond their triggers and understand what I am saying about the 12th dimensional field, your 12th chakra.  You gotta clear your chakras.  Contrary to some beliefs you are not moving into a world without love or compassion.  In fact it is the opposite because when operate from the I AM all "beings" are operating from the I AM and you feel and experience love and compassion in a way that would never allow what happens in duality.  It may seem a paradox that duality allows you to understand this which begs many more questions.  Ask the questions and allow time and your heart to give you the answers.  You were given a heart for a reason.  Use it.  Don't use to judge or separate.  Separation is the cause of distortion, of duality.  Use it to teach you about who you and who your Source is.

          It does not matter in the long run who is bad or good.  What matters is whether you choose to get your soul back and return to Source.  No matter what is going on around you this is the highest most useful thing you can do for yourself and for others.  Is it arrogant to pursue becoming a creator?  Maybe.  If you are judging based on religion or bible I would ask what does it mean to be created in Gods image?  Who is god or the gods of the bible?  What does it mean to be a Sun of God?  Why were we created with the ability to become a Sun if that is not who we are?  This is built into our bodies.  If it is true that Jesus (Zeus) was the Sun of God (it is not a gender thing) and that we can only be saved through him who is he?  If he is the only Sun of God and he went through the Ascension process wouldn't that also be right course of action.  Or how about this what was the original name of Christ and when and why did it change.  There is a rhythm to how the usurper takes the course to truth enlightenment and turns it into worship of the profane.  We don't need to be rigid and judge the flow of our energy and if your energy is flowing you don't need to be a succubus or vampiric.  Also, if your energy is flowing take to remain balanced and not be overcome by distortions or exhaltation.  Don't take everything I say or what anyone else says as truth.  Find your truth.  Who is the God of Jesus?  Also who is Amun Ra (Amen)?  Why did he sacrifice the Lamb?  What is Sacrifice for?  Who are the Sun/Son Gods?  Is there more than one?  Is there more than one story happening and have they been constructed in a way that confuses us?  And for what purpose?  What is the Tower of Babel and why was it destroyed?  Have we dumbed down and duped? For me at this point I trust in the God within and she does not need sacrifice.  Also, keep in mind that history has been altered.  Look at the intent of your teachers and your sources and consider what is controlling them and then follow your inner feeling.  If you are confused you are in your mind. 



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