Transfiguration

 

          The transfiguration is sometimes called the Crucifixion or the 3rd or 4th Initiation, depending on the author.  This initiation is marked by a kind of repeating of lifetime patterns in a very obvious intense pattern that overwhelms the life of the initiate.  That is to say it becomes the main focus of his waking and non waking life.  It is all consuming.  It is not easy and requires a complete immersion into awareness and transformation of any and all subconscious and consciousness beliefs held in the emotional body and DNA that undermine the process of Union with Source.  At this point it is not like you haven't done your work, you have, and you have done it for years.  This is a final clearing (generally taking place over several years)  which literally requires and anchors self mastery and establishes yourself, incrementally as a Sun.  At this point although you are supported in some ways, you are actually shifting to an internal state of awareness and support and nothing else.  You shift from an external to an internal Source in a literal way and you become your Source and Source and a Ray or Handmade of Source.  Since you are fully connected to your Monad and your operating system is your Monad you do not have to worry that your motivation is not in Harmony with your Source.  You are Source.   Not SOURCE but Source.

          You know you are approaching completion of the transfiguration when you become aware that the 7 in body chakras are clear and you begin moving into the 8th and 9th chakras or your Monad.  The greatest benefit at the beginning is the release from the control and influence of the unseen forces that control duality.  We are quite literally becoming a Sun and building our light body through actual Sol retrieval and anchoring the light (information minus charge or judgement) in our bodies.  This is much more than becoming aware of past lives and cause and effect.  It is a literal a re-Sourcing of our lives and lessons.  Like a living exam in which you are participating in dramatic scenarios to see how well you have done and what you  have learned.  It is unlikely that you will complete this process and still have friends.  People get quite defensive and angry at those in this phase of ascension and no matter what you do, almost everyone will disappear from your life.  You will look like a fool, a know it all and judgemental and you will have to remain true to yourself, your soul and your process no matter what.  You will be persecuted and made to look stupid and you will learn to honor your inner knowing as to what is correct and nothing else.  We are usually pass through this initiation blindfolded whilst applying our answers to what we are doing.  We choose our soul each step of the way.  I have to say that I did not agree with some of the ideas of what was acceptable in terms of interference by unseens and my feeling that they were violating freewill when programs were reinstalled seconds after transcendence or without my agreement.  Agreement can be as subtle as going into a feeling that is habitually reinstalled into the DNA or as a Miasm.  So at times I had frank discussions and explained why I disagreed with some of the hurdles I had to go through and what I thought was inappropriate in terms of interference from those in charge of the matrix.  So if it is a matter of violation of universal law you might be able to get help.  I do get the feeling that I have done this before and that I was simultaneously a member of the council and I was given leeway and dispensation at times but usually after a period of observation and testing of what I shared.  I stuck to my guns and held my ground and developed boundaries and still remained fluid.  It was very difficult and there were many levels of things happening.  You long for love and support and all the while you are deserted.  It doesn't matter if you did the deserted or someone else did, the point is nothing outside is your Source.  You are merging with the Source.  A necessary and painful event.  We have to have only an internal compass and we can not in any way have a care for what others think of us and it is all bets off for any previous agreements. 

            I received progressive information about Ancient Mystery School Teachings along the way.  This is the literal development of the light body in preparation for the final transfiguration of this phase into the Plasma Light Body which is termed the Resurrection in modern times.  As you go along you do develop a Sun in your Solar Plexus and a Flower of Life in it.  When the Flower of Life is complete there is the weighing of the Heart and a final clearing in the heart center.  When that clearing is complete the Sun shifts from the Solar Plexus to the heart. 

           For me there was still some confusion at this point about how things worked and as I became grounded into the heart and realized that I was loved and there was nothing missing, no need, no desire.  I didn't know how to create and I didn't know if I would physically die so I wasn't sure what I should create.  I did a little experimentation and began to figure out how to navigate.  It is a process being alive and we will always be learning more and more and becoming more.  I admit that there is a part of me that would love to get on with it rather than writing this all down and there is another that can't stop witnessing in this way.  This is how I become the witness.  This and sharing with others personally.  I do want to share it, to make it easier for those who tread this path.  So here I sit.  Half here and half there.  Still practicing and increasing my light and dreaming of Flight.  The lesson is that it does not matter how you appear to anyone.  What matters is being true to your inner self your own soul no matter what.  You will not always know the why and sometimes the why will seem whack.  Trust your soul beyond all.  Your soul knows.  Your soul, Sol is Source.  You are a Sun of Source.  Trust only this.  It will lead you along a path that you will look back on and marvel at.

          It is an incremental death and possibly literal.  It is at this point that you die to world as you knew it or you die.  Either way you die and in truth you have been dying and being reborn all along.  It is actually the most amazing experience and when you are at the end looking back.  Things are manifesting still kind of slowly and you can see the actual momentum that has been occurring.  The effect is awe inspiring to say the least.  The transfiguration is the actual transition from duality to unity.  In the final stages you know for sure that you are loved and that you don't have to worry about anything and you begin creating and it already what has been created and it has always been there and now you are a match for it because you love you too.  You won't accept less than love, respect and honor.  You give love, respect and honor.  You are love in action.   It looks nothing like what most believe it will and you still don't know a lot.  Everything is kind dawning in your reality and mind.  It is beautiful and still a little imperfect and perfect at the same time.  You know the physical part is coming.  I actually ate far more sugar than I ever had at this point.  More on the physical soon.


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