Yea, though I walk through the shadow of death I shall fear no evil for the lord is with me. Whenever, I hear someone say, "The Lord" , I think who the f... is the Lord? What does that mean, "The Lord". Yes Master, anything you say "Masser". Well the Lord is a Master but he, she, it, does not rule over us. The Lord is another one of those words that has become demonized by a few Humans and in my humble opinion, Off Earth Beings, who thought they were above the masses and should rule them and use them for their own purposes.
When in reality, a Lord is someone who has risen above the mundane world and discovered (uncovered) who they are. They Rule the Elements and have Mastered their Thoughts, Beliefs and Feelings. They are not ruled by anything outside of them.
Unless you born as a Master (one who has achieved Self Mastery and Remembers) you can't achieve this unless you fall. Until you fall, you can't actually, 'Know' god, 'Know' yourself. Until you fall, God is something you think, and sometimes experience, but don't 'Know'. Something happens when you lose everything that you believed, and everything that you believed 'God' to be. When are stripped naked in front of the world and yourself, fearful, without faith, without friends, without visible support, without anything to grasp or hold onto. If you can rise from this fall you will Master yourself, become Lord of your domain (not over others) and you will know yourself as "God".
The Fall is devastation from which there is no return and nothing to return to, not even 'God' , not even faith, not even anything. It is a strange moment where there is nothing left of who you thought you were and there is no way to figure out how to move forward. It is not a surrender or something you can surrender to. You die. In all ways, except physically, although, physical death, I am sure happens in some peoples process. Yeshua, may be an example of this, he is demolished, persecuted and everything he ever relied on is gone, including God. I suspect that Yeshua may have been a little more prepared than I. It is hard to have faith anywhere but in your head when you are nailed to a cross. I am not saying that I know what he experienced. I can only share my journey. Who am I, but a girl, a woman, sharing her experience, unfiltered. I can't speak for anyone but me. And I can say that I felt like I was nailed to a cross and left to die. There was nothing to be done about it, I had fallen, and to those who did not know I am sure it was wretched and terrifying. It was that to me also. I really had only my beliefs to cling to in that moment and honestly the beating had left me unsure.
Oh, I did forgive those out there who lived their lives from their patterning. Really, how could I not. I had been there, was there. I understood. There was no way for me to explain what was happening to anyone and I myself was unsure. If you haven't been there what is there to say. So, I died and in my blindness, I chose life.
I can see this by looking back, for at the time I did not know I had made any choice except to show up for what was in front of me and continue to allow my body to go on while living in complete uncertainty. Without knowing what I was doing, I chose Resurrection.
That was three and 1/2 years ago. The Resurrection is something that you are blind to, you just decide to show up without any plan and without really knowing where you are going. You don't drive the car and it doesn't look like you are going anywhere. Everything happens slowly one step at a time. It is kind of like a life redo. Hm.., maybe review. You see our bodies have patterning, our DNA is made up of beliefs and that is the programming for what we experience in this reality. It is kind of like a movie projector and and as we step forward the scenes from the projector (our beliefs) pop up all around us. We have always created our reality. So what happened for me is that 'Nature' taught me how to deprogram the beliefs and command my reality. Not yell at or push into being, but to command by asking for it and learning to be a vibrational match to it. I had some skills which I had learned to help me clear and I used them every day and became consciously aware of my thoughts and began to inform my reality. It wasn't easy and I wasn't driving that fancy car or living in the mansion, at least not yet and when it does show up I may choose something different. For me, I received one piece of guidance and I followed it. I showed up for it. Still battered I took the first step and then the next and eventually I learned to walk in the dark and I used the tools I had learned before and I began to hear my voice again.
So how is this different than the old program? It is not really, except you are living in a new world, and the old world is all around you. Faith returns as you learn to listen to yourself, to honor your feelings, and to master yourself. You become your own God. Not someone to Worship or to bow to, or who rules over others. You become the Lord of your domain, of your body, of your mind, of your world. You learn incrementally to become who you really are and the world of Duality, and other peoples or your own limiting beliefs, fades away. You choose. And oddly, there is a path. It is the path of your "True Hearts Desire" and it leads you "Home".
As you focus your awareness into your 'Body Mind' you awaken from the 'Illusionary World'. You learn to Master your body and actually change your DNA and the aspects of yourself that exist in the higher planes are able to descend into the body. This is called 'Enlightenment'. It is a process where you bring more and more light into your body, where you become aware of yourself and who you are and whether who you are matches your patterns, your DNA. You can change anything, remove disease, injuries, create anything. It is your world, only you are 'Enlightened', your higher self is in your body. Since your filter (body programming/DNA) of the 'old' still exists and yet you are still surrounded by duality and still interacting within that program, until you are not. You can't live by the old rules because, despite appearances, you don't actually live in the same world as these other people anymore. Oh, it is odd. Believe me when I say, people think you are crazy and project and rant and rave and simply do not understand. It is like watching a strange interactive movie.
So you think it is time to get out the Ruby Slippers, click your heals and get 'The Hell' out of here. Click, click, click, here we go! Oh crap, it is still there! Damn it! No, you gotta love it, love it all, show up, engage, and don't go back. It is like that Golden Buddha in Chang Hai that was covered in red clay for hundreds of years. You gotta wash the mud off. Your body still holds the patterning, and you have to transcend those patterns/beliefs. I am not Yeshua, the consecration did not happen in mere moments after three days in the cave of creation and life review or maybe it did and I haven't fully shaken off the mud and seen through clear eyes. I do realize now that I have been given the tools to maneuver through this and that though the discomfort has been excruciating at times, the process itself engendered caused me to fully anchor who 'I AM' here. I honor myself for that no matter how delusional it appears to others. I did it, I arrived, and I brought something that no one ever has before, ME. I am the 'Golden Buddha, the bright shining 'Sun', the 'Christed' 'One', the 'One' we have been waiting for, my all, my everything and I am 'Here, Now'. Still learning, and here.
Because I have learned to express my innermost self, Yea though I walk through the valley of Shadow of Death (Duality), I shall 'choose' not to fear the world that is crumbling before me. And though, I have been persecuted, ridiculed, shamed, blamed and judged, I shall choose not to fear and I will use the tools I have been given to hold space for the best possible outcome and despite appearances. I didn't know this was the final test. I shall have faith and I shall choose to listen to my inner voice, for the 'Lord' is with me and in me and 'I AM' the 'Lord'. With each step I take I choose to listen and express what is given to me in my 'Sacred Heart' for this is how I Marry the Divine and become the Creator God I am meant to be.
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