Remember I said Empathy is a double edged sword. Let's go into that. Almost none of what we think or feel is our true feeling until it is. So you are kind of waking up to who you are for quite a while before you actually realize that what you are feeling is your neighbor or the guy next to you in line, your partner and so on. We all have plug ins or unresolved issues magnetize what we need to resolve within ourselves. As we move inward and learn not to judge we release the magnet. Problem is we may release judgement and wound from our past experience is still there and if we are not aware of how things work or clear the emotional and original story (belief) we will continue to draw the experience to us. Empathy allows us to feel those around us which can serve to inform us of danger or someone or something in need and makes us highly psychic. Sometimes we develop this ability when we are young and it allows us to determine if our home environment is safe. Many a psychic was born of discordant homes. If the discord happens in the first 7 years of our life when we learn through mimicking those in our environment we think those feelings are our own and we take them on.
When we begin to have self awareness/self conscious we become awareness our emotions becomes exquisitely heightened. This can be very difficult and it serves us to begin moving inward and own them so that we can move forward from the original discord that caused them. Forgive and forget. This is not giving permission for something you don't want. You can't change anything until you own it. You can only change you. Everything inside of you is a result of you. So the closer you move toward your center the more things not in tune with our authentic self come into our awareness. This comes in the form of thoughts, feelings, beliefs, and body issues. Make sense?
Can I just say duality is irritating. The laws governing this reality need to change. We need to be able to move through this process (evolving) in a more harmonious way. I think many of the rules governing duality need to be looked at and changed. The masses don't have a clue about the programming anymore so how can they navigate? A little compassion, awareness and reprogramming please. Yes there needs to be no possibility of polluting other dimensions and realities and the programming does need to be clear to move out and there needs to be an less traumatic way to move out of this place and everyone needs to be educated and informed of the truth. I am so sick of lies and delusion. You should be aware that many of the things that happen here are as a result of the laws and programming which governs this reality and those laws, like ours, many times support the outlaws. Many of the outlaws in our society live off world or physically can not acclimate oxygen based air. Why are they here? They need our genes, our gold and more. If you have been paying attention, some of this will make sense. If not, be open to exploration of something you fear without fearing it. Remember you have power you just have to do the work. I have been, as are you, allowed to speak to the governing counsels about your issues on how this reality works. All of the collective and individual input is heard. We also have many people in place now that can help you bridge into more supportive environments and protection for those going through the process set up now so they won't be interfered with to the degree the first wavers. However, this does not prevent the need to be self aware, to make the inner journey or take full responsibility for yourself on every level. It is more cooperative than it has been in the past but we still need to graduate with awareness and responsibility for ourselves and our creations. Some of the things you learn about this reality will be shocking. You can't avoid finding out the truth. Don't yourself in feeling helpless. This is all part of the path out of duality. You have to move through the program and you can't do it with your head in the sand. Regardless of what you learn about this reality you still have to own your programming. All of it. I encourage you to remember that you are in power over yourself and when you take that responsibility and disengage from the rest you are making progress.
Empathy, I can remember being a child and being really aware of feeling a certain way when my family ridiculed me or projected their limited beliefs onto me. The feeling, I now realize was how they felt inside and projecting that onto me allowed them to feel something else, power. I was too young to know how to hold onto my sovereignty and being that I was so very young I absorbed those projections and took them on as my own. I continued this game all through my life and very rarely stood up for myself. Here is the deal with an empath. We are Aware, and we feel everything that every other person is feeling. No one who is trying to hide or protect themselves wants a flashlight on what they are not ready to see. So guess what! People get angry and blame it on you. Ever hear the term Scapegoat. Empaths are usually the scapegoat for everyone's stuff. I have been accused of many things that were only in a persons perception and not actually real on a physical level. At least I didn't participate. Still I could see that the accuser actually believed what they were saying. This is hell. Honestly if you are going to be accused of something you didn't do what difference does it make what you do. At some point I figured it out but I didn't know how to stop it and I still I took it on... I didn't know how to disengage and by then I had been indoctrinated into the belief systems that were set up to hold my prison in place and I didn't want to be a bad person so I became a victim. I wanted to relate to these people. I tried. I just didn't relate. For some reason I knew what was going on, something inside me knew. Knowing does not give you a tool or the ability to move out of the pattern. You feel kind of raw when you are aware of the sick things people think and feel about you. It hurts and then you get sick enough of it and you dig underneath and remove the cancer. The other thing is to follow your bliss and be happy. In this world if you are an empath it does not matter what you say or do except in terms your own personal transcendence and finding a way to share the path. If you are an empath your purpose is tied up in sharing what you learned, on embedding and birthing something new in the form of a pathway from your personal experience. You have to complete to complete. This is what I am doing now. Writing, being real. It feels good and my soul wants this and feels freer with every word I write. I am fulfilling a purpose and removing the dirt from my grave at the same time. I am being reborn and released at the same time.
So as we are walking out of this reality we have a few choices about how to handle it. When people are trying to engage you in their shit and stories, they may be yours also but by this point you have processed it all and forgiven yourself and others, and you have to decide how to handle it. You can engage an attitude of non interferance, you can try to explain, you can do what I am doing blog or write or otherwise put it out there without engaging, you can get down and dirty in the trenches with the people and it is all okay. Having said this some of this will cause you to risk reengaging in duality. So go through that awkward stage. In the world of duality but not of it. You just don't relate to people anymore or maybe relate to people but not what motivates them. You witness, you engage with what is real and the rest is just kind of strange. We don't want to re-engage in what we have freed ourselves from so what do you?
We take responsibility for our thoughts and feelings no matter where they originate and reprogram, transcend or consiously evolve them. Eventually you will know what is yours and what is not. Avoiding them will not work. Here is the deal. It is in your reality and you can change it if you wish. That being said sometimes we can't get to where we need to be. Get help, pray, increase your energy and do what you can. Often there are reasons for things that we can not see. Don't judge yourself. You are doing the best that you can. More than most. Honor who you are. Love yourself. You are doing fantastic. I mean it. Who does what you are doing? You are so brave. Wow!
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