I don't get it. I say no and I really mean it and still I have been violated. You see, I know beyond everything that I am a creator god. It is impossible for me to be anything other than that. And if it is in my reality I can command it. So what the hell? Really why are my rights being violated? Why is my air space poison and why are there still unconscious people in my personal space and I don't mean just walking around on the street but in my personal space. Come on! I chose otherwise. So what are they doing here?
Do I not trust enough. What is it? I have a right to create my own reality. Vibration? Uh.... I don't get it. Vibration, it has to be that. And I am doing great with vibration until I get attacked. I mean literally. WTF? My head hurts, I am vomiting, I didn't give permission for this and it has happened 3 times in the last month. Twice when it was a particularly powerful moment for creation. So maybe at one time in some far away reality or on another timeline I gave permission. But hey guess what I removed it the first time this happened. So what is going on? Manipulation, doubt, fear? Who cares? I just want to have some fun and enjoy my life. I don't give a shit what these assholes do. It is simply not worth my energy. I can't do anything about these unconscious assholes! So onward and upward. Okay, you don't appear to have control. You don't appear to be creating anything. You can't even control your immediate environment. What is this bullshit about creating your own reality. I ask you whose life is this? What do you have control over and when do you have control over it. Take it (your life) and leave the rest to the powers that be. The powers that be are you. You just don't get this right now. Until you accept what is, you can not vibrationally open to something new. This is your life. Live it from where you are now.
Keep your vibration as high as you can. Try not to engage your energy in what is not what you want it to be. Forgive, be internally loving or outwardly if the circumstances support that. Do exercises to expand and raise your energy. Let it go. Enjoy your life without telling yourself or others why you can not enjoy your life. Ask for help from your unseen and seen helpers to keep you feeling well and loved and supported and valued. Whatever the situation is. How does it make you feel? If you feel suppressed ask to feel expanded. Ask to feel happy, free, joyful, and let it be. Ask that the helpers disintegrate and remove any thought or beliefs that create disharmony, that create victimhood, that do not support your sovereignty, and that do not elevate your vibration. Ask that any removed programming or overlay not be reinstalled. Let the universe, let your helpers, let the devic world do their work. Thank you, I love you.
Everyone wants to be loved and acknowledged for doing their work, for being who they are. Do your work. Focus your intention and attention on what is working. The helpers simply respond to what you are putting out (other factors aside). You are sovereign over your reality because that is where you are living. Everything for a purpose. There are many aspects of you that you are not necessarily aware of, at least not completely, so things may not always be perfect to your point of view but that doesn't mean they are not perfect or they are not moving. Put the M in mastery. Be dilligent.
Send love and acceptance to those who you perceive as causing difficulty. Ask for yours and their forgiveness. Serve in the transformation of the frequency shift, without judgement, where possible. There is a part of us that resists the fact that we are responsible for the energy that surrounds us and that resists loving those who we feel limit us. Take as much responsibility as possible, surrender as much as you can and let go of being right or higher than others. Allow your helpers to intervene on your behalf. Have Faith. It will all become clear. We are becoming once again and it is a process. We are creating our beautiful worlds. It is happening regardless of our limited perception.
You are a sovereign being and there is a reason that the full realization of our power is a process. The need to be clear, aware of yourself on all levels, intentional, responsible and benevolent to self and others is necessary. Give yourself the gift of allowing and evolution. Allow yourself to grow into you. You are doing great. It is all good. Love to you. We are in this together. Walk in peace knowing that all is well.
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