We all want to feel good, to be loved unconditionally and to thrive in partnership and we think that we will have that as soon as that person walks into our lives. Vibrationally, these are all things we have to give to ourselves before it will happen in relationship. I am going to tell you a story to give a viable analogy of how this works.
Think of Universe as dark and light joined together, a very sparkly and alive/conscious space. At some point the light and the dark separate and light/consciousness is born. Draw a circle around the light
to form a container. Now draw a circle in the light. The circle is the border of who you are. All of the light has a certain vibrational feeling that is whole and consciously aware. There is no feeling of loss or separation as we have not experienced any feeling of separation. Move the circle of who you are to the top of the larger circle from which you were birthed. Allow your circle to morph into two circles, In a very real sense, much the way identical twins become two embryos you became two light beings. Rather that walking together through your life experiences you bagan to walk the the outer circle of the light in opposite directions. As we left our other half we did not feel separation and we were not so much aware of the leaving, since we had not had any experiences how could we miss something vibrationally exactly the same as us? We didn't miss it.
As we journeyed and gained experience we began to form desires and the darkness fulfilled those desires by taking on various forms and eventually physical bodies. Believe me when I say that our consciousness has penetrated many forms of being and birthed many other structures. So we had many experiences which eventually led us far from our original birth into light and our experiences formed our desires and perspectives which is what we now call soul. As the Soul developed and we formed complex identities and unique personal experience we began to feel something we had not felt before. Longing for our origins, for home. At this point in our journeys we had made our way about half way towards the bottom of the circle.
At this point we begin the journey towards one another. As we make our way to the bottom of the circle our twin counterpart was also making their approach. Suddenly there we are standing face to face. Once we look into the eyes of our Twin it sparks our memory of pure Source Energy and it is 'Game On'. The draw of Twin Flames is undeniably strong and we are powerless in the face of it. Here is the catch, neither one you are in that pure energy state anymore. You have both had very differing life experiences and have gained completely different points of view. In order to fully join with your Twin Flame you have to unravel your entire history and remove the limitation of Judgement, Blame, Shame and Guilt. And then you have to merge the two frequencies. By the time you are done, you have colored in the circle and you are no longer the tiny 'being' who began to walk the the path around the sun. You are the 'Sun'.
It is time to color in your circle. It is an exquisite dance. At the end there is no more longing or need. There is nothing missing and desire for anything outside of you has left us. There is no other. It is all you and all up to you. Do you have a physical partnership at that point? Whatever, you choose, is.
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